Valunadium

"at school"

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Music	i LOVE all kinds of music, but especially those songs that reflect on how i feel and who i am. for example, Adrianne Lenker, the reason of my cries, of my heaviest sobs but also the widest smiles. I also love Sir Chloe, this band is amazing, they capture each feeling so well, its like, yes, youre too close and i want you far away from me, but its also like i cant let you go and i know im hurting you and even myself with this. Its so noticeable they actually get the feeling, it sounds so humane and real, it sounds like theyre not doing this just for the sake of monetizing
Movies
Television	SO right now i really like Breaking Bad, not only because its about chemistry, which i LOVE, but also because Walter shows so much character development, the first episodes you can tell he doesnt know wtf hes doing, but as the series goes on you can see how he stands on his feet and shows confidence, how he marks a line to other gangs, and Jesse, you can see through him, hes not a bad person at all, hes jst someone who wasnt raised with the same care and affection as his brother, and he probably thought drgs and people who understood him was the only escape to that sad reality of his.
Books	My favourite book is "The Fault In Our Stars", i DID NOT, like to read before this book, but trust me, it changed me in more ways than one, it mixes real problems (without romanticizing them, and showing what it actually is to be a victim of cancer) and romance so well, and I HATE ROMANCE (in movies ofc), but this book made me giggle, and kick my feet as if i was the one Gus saw, John Green made such a great job, like first of all, hes a man, yet he describes the teenage years of a girl so well and in a non-cliché way that doesnt cringe me at all, its the total opposite, it makes me want to reflect each metaphor Gus and Hazel share, to be cared in the way Gus cared for Hazel, and i do believe Hazel was too much of an asshole sometimes but it really was her depression talking, i never cried reading a book because i had NEVER connected so hard, but the ending made me angry, sad, and left me thinking what happens next, but i think its better that way, i dont really need a sequel.
Heroes	I love dare devil ^^

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I believe life has no meaning, our whole biological purpose was to be born, survive, reproduce and die, but nowadays reproducing isn’t even a compulsory act you must commit, so we really don’t have a reason to live, we’re the ones who give it a meaning, sometimes it scares me I might never find mine. Meanings are not always just one, maybe you have multiple goals in life and that’s actually pretty good in case one of them just can’t become a reality, but personally, it kind of scares me I might not even find one, I get bored of stuff very quick, it used to be my dream to become an actress, now I hate acting, I also dreamt about being really good at guitar, now practicing bores me as well as singing, even drawing, I don’t draw with as much as passion I used to do, so I’ve thought that maybe I could base my carrier on helping people, I want to be a nurse, I want to be there for people when they’re hurting.

But if you really think about it, not having a reason to live is both deliberating, but at the same time it’s like a void inside you, like holding onto a bar that may or may not fall off sometime, and you just can’t do anything about it, that’s just how life is, you never know if today’s your last day, but you still can’t stop thinking if it will break or not.