Antherax

"passing the time "

Medellin, Colombia, 22 years old

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General	Ambivert. Liberal in every sense. I function better at night. I photograph streets, write poetry in notebooks and on my phone, play videogames that have something to say — GTA V, Destiny, Diablo, Honor of Kings. I'm obsessed with two unanswerable questions: who I really am when nobody is watching, and what it means that every moment is irrecoverable once it passes. I'm not afraid of uncomfortable silence — it usually says more than most conversations.
Music	Techno in all its forms — dark, industrial, hypnotic, ambient. Zapravka, Nico Moreno, Oxia, Beauz, Kensuke Ushio, Gonzi. I listen with headphones everywhere, always. Music as sonic architecture, not background noise. If you can hear it in a shopping mall, it's probably not in my playlist.
Movies	Blade Runner, Perfect Blue, Ghost in the Shell, Akira. Science fiction and psychological anime that ask real questions about identity, memory and what it means to be human. Satoshi Kon is in a category of his own. If a film leaves you uncomfortable without explaining why, it belongs here.
Television	Game of Thrones, Death Note, Devilman Crybaby. Anime: Jujutsu Kaisen, Vinland Saga, Naruto. Stories that treat death seriously, that build characters who actually break. Narrative that respects your intelligence enough not to explain everything.
Books	Nietzsche, Camus, Kant, Schopenhauer, Max Stirner. Philosophy that doesn't comfort — that demands you sit with the discomfort and process it yourself. I don't read to escape. I read to better understand the cage.
Heroes	The philosophers who died misunderstood — Nietzsche, Stirner, Schopenhauer. People who didn't separate what they thought from how they lived. And fictional characters that work as mirrors: Thorfinn from Vinland Saga, Guts from Berserk, Light Yagami as a warning. Not role models — questions in the shape of a person.

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About me:

I'm ambivert — I can be deep in an intense conversation at 2am or disappear for days without a single sign of life. I don't take it personally and I hope you don't either. I've learned that people who need constant presence to feel valued and I tend not to work well together, and that's okay. I move comfortably between noise and silence, between crowds and complete solitude, and in both states I find something worth keeping. Some days I want to talk about everything. Others I want to exist quietly without explaining myself to anyone.

Solitude doesn't scare me — it defines me. It's where I think the clearest, where I write, where I process everything the outside world throws at me. I write dark, existential poetry. Not for an audience, not for validation — mostly because there are things that don't fit inside normal conversations and they need somewhere to go. Sometimes I write in a physical notebook, sometimes on my phone at 3am, wherever the moment arrives. The writing doesn't follow a schedule. It follows a mood, a thought that won't leave, an image I saw on the street that meant something I couldn't name yet.

I photograph streets. Urban photography — not landscapes, not portraits in studios, not anything pretty for the sake of being pretty. I'm interested in the corners people walk past without looking, the textures of walls that have absorbed decades of city life, the way light falls on a sidewalk at a specific hour that will never repeat exactly the same way. I walk with headphones on and a camera nearby. The city looks different when you're actually paying attention to it.

I consider myself a liberal in every sense of the word — in thought, in lifestyle, in the way I approach other people's choices and existence. I believe in individual freedom as something close to sacred. I have zero interest in telling anyone how to live, what to believe or who to be, and I expect the same in return. Dogma of any kind — political, religious, social, moral — makes me deeply uncomfortable. I'd rather sit with an unanswerable question for years than accept an easy answer that doesn't hold up.

I have a complicated relationship with time and death — not as fear but as a constant philosophical background noise. Every moment that passes feels irrecoverable in a way that most people seem to ignore or accept without question. I can't fully do either. It makes me pay attention differently — to conversations, to places, to the specific quality of certain nights. My native language is Spanish, but I'm here because the conversation tends to go further in English. If you ever want to switch, I'm open.

Who I'd like to meet:

Not quantity. I've never been interested in accumulating contacts or building a wide social circle for the sake of it. I'm here for something more specific — people with their own inner universe, their own obsessions, projects they're building in the dark without waiting for permission or applause. People who think differently not as an aesthetic choice but because they genuinely sat with the world long enough to arrive at their own conclusions, and those conclusions don't look like everyone else's.

I want to meet someone quiet but with a lot inside. The kind of person who stands near the wall at a party, observing, processing — and when they finally speak, they shift the entire direction of the conversation without raising their voice. Those people are rare and I've learned to recognize them. There's a specific quality to how they listen, to what they choose to say and what they choose to keep.

Someone who challenges my ideas without needing to win. Who argues because they genuinely care about getting closer to something true, not because they want to be right or look smart. I'm not interested in debates as performance. I'm interested in conversations that leave both people thinking differently than when they started, even slightly.

If you have a creative project that nobody fully understands yet — if you write, photograph, produce music, code something strange, build worlds in your head — we already have something to talk about. If you're also someone who asks themselves questions about death, identity, the passage of time, the nature of freedom, without anyone prompting you to — you're probably my kind of person. If you've ever felt simultaneously too much and completely invisible in the same room, I think we'd understand each other.

I'm liberal in the fullest sense — I don't care who you love, how you identify, what you believe or don't believe, what your lifestyle looks like, as long as it's genuinely yours. The only thing I can't connect with is people who need others to live the same way they do in order to feel comfortable. That kind of need has never made sense to me.