EmoDisturbed

General

I’m bi and I use they/them pronouns. I’m drawn to the darker side of things emo and rock music, horror movies, sad books, and stories that sit with pain instead of running from it. I feel everything deeply, even when I act like I don’t, and I connect most with people and characters who are complicated, broken, or misunderstood. Music is a huge part of my life. Emo, alt-rock, and emotional rock are always playing, especially late at night. I love horror in all forms movies, books, manga, and shows especially psychological, gothic, or tragic stories. Dark superheroes, anti-heroes, and morally gray characters are my comfort favorites. I’m quiet at first, but once I trust someone, I open up. I value honesty, emotional connection, and loyalty. I don’t care for fake positivity or small talk. I’d rather talk about fears, favorite songs, or which movie or book completely destroyed me. I live in the in-between: soft but intense, guarded but caring, dark but thoughtful.

Music

I’m mixing classic emo, modern emo, alt-rock, and emotional rock. 🖤 Emo Essentials My Chemical Romance – I’m Not Okay (I Promise) My Chemical Romance – Helena Taking Back Sunday – Cute Without the “E” Brand New – Jesus Christ Dashboard Confessional – Screaming Infidelities Hawthorne Heights – Ohio Is for Lovers Jimmy Eat World – The Middle 🎸 Emotional Rock / Alt Rock Linkin Park – Numb Linkin Park – Somewhere I Belong Three Days Grace – I Hate Everything About You Breaking Benjamin – The Diary of Jane Evanescence – Bring Me to Life Papa Roach – Last Resort 🌙 Sad / Soft Emo Energy Pierce The Veil – King for a Day Sleeping With Sirens – If You Can’t Hang Paramore – All I Wanted The Used – All That I’ve Got Radiohead – Creep 🔥 Newer / Moody Alt Bring Me The Horizon – Drown Arctic Monkeys – 505 Badflower – Ghost Palaye Royale – Lonely

Movies

The Crow (1994) Donnie Darko Jennifer’s Body The Virgin Suicides Let Me In / Let the Right One In Hereditary Midsommar The Babadook Black Swan Saint Maud Interview with the Vampire Crimson Peak The Craft Only Lovers Left Alive Bram Stoker’s Dracula (1992) Scream Halloween (1978) The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974) Nightmare on Elm Street It Follows The Lighthouse The Witch Skinamarink

Television

The Umbrella, Academy Euphoria, 13 Reasons Why, Skins, The End of the F*ing, World Mr. Robot, American Horror Story, The Haunting of Hill House, Supernatural, The Walking Dead, Stranger Things, Bates Motel, The Boys, Daredevil, Moon Knight, Gotham, Titans, Death Note, Attack on Titan, Tokyo Ghoul, Devilman, Crybaby, Castlevania, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, True Blood, Hannibal, The Vampire Diaries, Inuyasha.

Books

The Shining – Stephen King Pet Sematary – Stephen King (grief horror) House of Leaves – Mark Z. Danielewski (mentally destabilizing) The Haunting of Hill House – Shirley Jackson Mexican Gothic – Silvia Moreno-Garcia Tender Is the Flesh – Agustina Bazterrica (disturbing, bleak) 🩸 Manga / Anime-Style Horror & Dark Stories Uzumaki – Junji Ito Tomie – Junji Ito Goodnight Punpun – Inio Asano (emo damage) Death Note – Tsugumi Ohba Tokyo Ghoul – Sui Ishida Parasyte – Hitoshi Iwaaki Another – Yukito Ayatsuji Devilman Crybaby (manga/anime) – emotional destruction 🌑 Dark Fantasy / Gothic / Queer Vibes The Locked Tomb series (Gideon the Ninth) – Tamsyn Muir (lesbian necromancers in space) The Picture of Dorian Gray – Oscar Wilde Carmilla – Sheridan Le Fanu (queer vampire classic) Coraline – Neil Gaiman (creepy comfort)

Heroes

Batman The Crow Daredevil Spawn Ghost Rider Punisher Deadpool Wolverine Blade Venom Watchmen The Boys Umbrella Academy Suicide Squad Spider-Man Moon Knight Raven (Teen Titans) Scarlet Witch Nightwing Tokyo Ghoul (Kaneki) Devilman Chainsaw Man Akira