¿?
"Cry "
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About me:
I'm tired, angry, fed up with my miserable life. My mind is rotten, just like me. No help works. My life is miserable. Every day I feel tired of continuing to live. I pretend to be okay so as not to worry the only person I truly love. I hate everything about myself. I hate my life. I hate how I live. I hate my appearance. I hate my personality. I hate my character. I hate my very existence. I'm a nasty person, someone who simply seeks affection and attention, even though in the end I ruin everything good I have with my stupidity in the worst way. I deserve to die. I deserve to be killed. I deserve the suffering I endure every day. No one understands my hatred, my pain, my misery. No one understands my simple, miserable life.
I'm not special, I never was special to anyone, not even to my family, friends I no longer have, or even close acquaintances. But I feel special to only one person, my partner. She shows me I'm special to her, but sometimes I think she just wants to play with my feelings. It's not her fault I doubt her; it's my fault for being broken inside, for having a void she has to fill, even though she wasn't the one who created it. I'm the problem, I'm the mistake, I'm the miserable one.
They had to abort me when they could, before bringing me into the world to suffer in the worst way.
Who I'd like to meet:
I wouldn't like to meet anyone, no one interests me, I've lost hope of meeting someone but I don't care, I have my girlfriend for that, I don't need anyone else.
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