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General

as surprising as it can be, i love thinking. not only do i desire the astonishing feeling of understanding, i also abandon myself to the pleasure of trying to understand, which is a whole process leading to a kind of intellectual orgasm. justice, freedom, emotions, morality, these are all the structure of a mind striving for wisdom. yet that passion is not vain, it only completes my artistic thirst. philosophy throws me into a deep ocean of ideas where madness creates. nature is the catalyst. as you observe, you want to understand and, as you understand, you try to interpret. your eyes worship, your brain ejaculates, and your hands create. an army of antagonists seems to struggle against my dreams, but it will always exist so i might as well persevere. create, praise, live, your existence is already a revolution.

Music

i can listen to anything as long as i'm busy, so my playlist is often on shuffle. however, as my spotify wrapped testified, my favorite genres are slowcore and alternative rock (hi soft hearts club members). i adore gut wrenching songs (so artists/bands like sufjan stevens, radiohead, adrianne lenker, MITSKI omg, current joys, the cure, TV girl, the neighbourhood, jeff buckley, fairouz can have my heart)

Movies

(not a big cinephile but) ꩜ the dead poets society ꩜ mysterious skin ꩜ better days ꩜ call me by your name, ꩜ requiem for a dream ꩜ good will huting ꩜ grave of the fireflies ꩜

Television

꩜ death note ꩜ nana ꩜ the end of the f***ing world ꩜ jojo's bizarre adventure ꩜ arcane ꩜ ꩜ the summer hikaru died ꩜ attack on titan ꩜

Books

꩜ 1984 — george orwell ꩜ memory for forgetfulness — mahmoud darwish ꩜ the just assassins — albert camus ꩜ a little life — hanya yanagihara ꩜

Heroes

todd anderson

Spotify

Spotify