sundial 🦦

general
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name: sundialr
location: somewhere online
gender: dont worry about it
status: probably listening to music
prns: he/she/they

music
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music is like. my whole life tbh.
if im quiet its bc im listning to somthing important.
i get wayyy too attached to songs and refuse to move on.

bands i wont shut up abt
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my chemical romance (duh)
msi
fall out boy b4 they changed everything
pierce the veil
evanesence

loud music fixes most things
how i listen to music
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headphones too loud for my own good
same song on repeet for hrs
laying on my bed stareing at the ceiling
convincing myself the lyrics r abt me ;-;

why it matters
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some songs feel like home.
some songs feel like geting my heart ripped out.
i like both and idk why x_x


currntly playing: somthing sad on repeet probly

movies
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i like movies that feel warm and sad at the same time.
the kind u watch at 1am and think abt for days after.
old movies >>> new ones most of the time tbh.

80's + 90's forever
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anything from the 80's or 90's has my heart.
weird lighting, synth music, bad hair, perfect vibes.
they just dont make them like that anymore ;-;

some favs (i cant choose):
the breakfast club
sixteen candles
pretty in pink
clueless
heathers
edward scissorhands
stand by me

born in the wrong decade probly
how i watch movies
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curled up in my bed
lights off, volume a lil too loud
rewinding my fav parts over n over
pretending im in the movie x_x

comfort vs pain
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some movies feel like a hug.
some feel like emotional damage.
i watch both dependin on my mood.


currntly thinking abt an 80's movie i watched months ago

television
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tv shows r kinda my comfort and my problem.
i get way too attatched and take things personal.
finishing a show feels like a breakup tbh ;-;

comfort shows
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stranger things (my whole heart sorry)
i think abt it daily and will never shut up.
80's vibes, found family, emotional damage.
i get way too defensive over the characters x_x

oh wow where do i even start lol ;; i obvs love joe keery ;; he's like… my ultimate crush ;; ^_^ ;;

then theres coryxkenshin !! u kno he’s the king of funn and scary games XD ;; he makes me laugh soooo much ;; >_< ;;

markiplier is my inspo too ;;; the way he cares bout ppl omg ;; it melts my heart ;; :3 ;;

and ofc danny gonzalez lol i cant stop laughing at his vids ;; hes so weird but in the best way XD ;;

like… these ppl r my heroes ;; they make life not as lame ;; i hope i can meet them some day ;; maybe in a crazy dream ;; ^_^ ;;