Amelie

About me:

First, sorry for the ugly profile uhghghgh you guys profiles are so cool! I'm still learning

Second, I'm very awkward:( It's been a long time since I downloaded a social app. It really makes me nervous to talk to people, so I'm trying my best! ^_^ 

And third (lol...) Everytime I make a new friend I end up pushing them away because I tend to lie a lot about myself, so in order to not do that, I'll write down my redflags! (SORRY, IT'S WEIRD, but I feel a lot more comfortable knowing that if someone talks to me they'll know what am I... People tend to idealize me.) Also I'm kinda doing this because it's therapeutic

Too much talking.. here's the redflags (If you even want to speak to me, please consider them...) (I don't why would anyone talk to me,  sorry about that!! I prob will friend before someone friends me, so please, if I friend you [or talk to you], read this!! heree here here!!)@(@(@(@(×) OBVIOUSLY don't do it if you don't like me, I'm sorry! 

1. As I said, I'm awkward. I literally feel like I'm going to throw up every time i talk to someone new (even online)

2. I'm shy as well

3. I get flustered easily so I normally take a while to answer or I ghost (I really don't mean it, I'm so sorry)

4. I have a lot of trust issues

5. Also have a lot of attachment issues

6. It's very hard for me to have interests, so that's why the list of it has very little stuff... sorry about that. (specifically with music, I like it but it's like I don't..) It's not that I don't know things, I promise that I at least will know popular stuff, but it's fine since I'm very open to knowing new things!

7. Very bad at expressing myself (I think it's obvious because all these parenthesis)

8. I don't know if this is a red flag but I generally don't have opinions on things. I don't know how to explain that

9. Im obviously an extremely extreme overthinker

IM SO SORRY I FEEL WEIRD PUTTING MY OWN RED FLAGS ITS KINDA MAKING ME LAUGH TOO holy shi

Sorry for making this so long ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡

If you read it everything at this point, you must have a lot of time. I think it's kind of obvious, but for talking to me you have to be, like, really (really) [really] tolerant and have a lot of patience with me. I say this as if I was going to talk to anyone at all. i dont know

BTWBTW I LOVE READING BLOGS HERE SO PLEASE WRITE AND FEED ME🙏🙏

2nd btw. i may have autism and i wouldn't have to explain myself if i said that but i still have the need to do so. The only time i went to a psychologist they told me I had really high prob of that, and everyone always told me i was weird but i couldn't get to understand why. It just calms my mind a bit to think im autistic even though it's not diagnosed. Everytime i get along someone, they're normally neurodivergent, so welcome to all neurodivergents!!! I love you so much

Who I'd like to meet:

  Yay my favorite part 

I absolutely love people! I really (and quite literally) like everyone! You can really be yourself with me. That's the only good thing about me, I guess... I really don't judge for anything at all. A characteristic that goes along with me well is if you are talkative. I really don't mind yapping, in fact, it's better. I ABSOLUTELY love to hear about people's interests, hobbies, life, history, opinions and that stuff! Everyone is so special and interesting it makes me so excited◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜