CheshInTheColosseum

About me:

Hii, its me Cheshyre/Chesh (not that one madness combat music artist though ㆆ _ ㆆ｡). This is my goodbye to the world, my internet legacy & well I just wanted to say farewell to the friends, non-blooded bros and sisters, haters, ex-partners and etc. Due to my prolongingly hopeless of my stupid life where even the very beginning and 17 years til now, every part of my body, my feelings, my all have been cheated, groomed, abused in my disgusting body of mine that I have kept these 17 years of unimprovable nothingness. If you were to even be caught in this scatter for even a year, even with hope of escape with just a tiny drip of it, even if you have someone to hold on with how much time and blood you expel out of that heart. You should already understand that being kept in a cage means you're rotting, the only escape is ending it faster, already a droplet isnt enough you'll keep crave direly until you become more of mess than whats in your rubbish. Even if you have someone now providing them with all love and heart you give, they'll only become somebody you "had", despite all of those experiences you'll keep going, you'll dig deeper just to find more of it, depraving you. It makes you a waste around those who've raised you, to those by your side, you've become nothing but a crude burden and you know it. Even in the future, you know that your deporable damnation is already inevitable. To avoid any upcoming worse I plan to leave, this is my last message to anyone one I have loved. I refuse to be your heavy load of hatred and unnecessary responsibility. I apologise to all who have suffered in any way possible big and small. Goodbye.

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