Lex🫀

General

 Music that sounds like it's bleeding. Writing down things I can't say out loud. Making noise with my band. skateboarding alone. Old horror that feels too real. Books that leave bruises. Bootlegs, demos, songs that were never meant to be heard. Wandering alone under bridges, in the woods, abandoned buildings.  Drawing things that make people uncomfortable. Zines, journals, scribbled margins, secret letters. Cats, turtles, goats, and sea creatures that look cursed. Staying up too late + pretending I’m not tired. The feeling right before something beautiful or terrible happens. Nostalgia that hurts + adrenaline that heals. Milkshakes, pasta, icecream, Red Bull, cereal in the dark. Not being seen / being seen too much. Others: poetry, painting, drawing, movies, vinyl, scarification, gun cleaning, cake decorating, things that are built well, reading, writing, playing with my band, getting caught in the rain, weed, boys with longhair,

Music

Bands: nirvana, pixies, the Vaselines, the stooges, the breeders, scratch acid, sex pistols, Melvins, bikini kill, marine girls, the Beatles, black flag, sonic youth, leadbelly, black sabbath, mudhoney, the wipers, mazzy star, Radiohead, screaming trees, led zeppelin, pj Harvey, public enemy, Daniel Johnston, rem, Aerosmith, bad brains, Gang of Four, half Japanese. Albums: surfer Rosa, raw power, pod, beach party, in utero, meet the Beatles, dying for it, land shark, scratch acid, my war, rock for light, pee pee the sailer

Movies

Eraserhead, naked lunch, videodrome, the fly, shivers, close encounters, Coraline, over the edge, Edward scissorhands, reservoir dogs, this is spinal tap, pink flamingos, don’t look back, paris Texas, straight to hell, sid and Nancy, girl interrupted, beetle juice, other David Cronenberg and Tim burton movies

Television

Leave it to beaver, ren & stimpy, Beavis & butthead, the simpsons, Andy Griffith, the partridge family, brandy bunch, the boondocks, skins, shameless, mtv downtown,

Books

Perfume by Patrick suskind Naked lunch by William s Burroughs Junkie by William s. Burroughs Queer by William s. Burroughs The outsiders by S.E. Hinter by J.D. Salinger The Catcher in the rye by J.D. Salinger Hamlet by William Shakespeare Ham on rye by Charles bukowski On the road by Jack Kerouac Dharma bums by Jack Kerouac

Heroes

Kurt cobain, nirvana, David Cronenberg, William s Burroughs, John Lennon, the pixies, David Bowie, the stooges