if.itbleeds

General

I’m a lazy person, I hate moving, doing lil’ tasks, getting off the bed, etc… There’s a big chance, you’ll see me always on social media instead of doing some activities like reading a book or idk what’s else fun. 

Some people (even my parents) says that I’m hypocrite, it makes me a little sad then I’m starting to be numb and trying to not overthink. Yeah, you’d say I should have said to someone, but I did before and nobody cared about me. They’re just like « you’re just jealous of them » or even « I also do have problems yk? ». That’s why I prefer keeping to myself and not tell anyone. 

Idk what’s my problem with my food and weight, I can’t stop keep eating food or just not eating at all and after I complain how fat are my thights, how float is my belly,… Wish I was confident, but in the end I will continue this cycle.

There some days, it’s hard to fell asleep, specially in schools days. Each day, I will complain that I’m so tired and sleepin in class. Or it arrives sometimes, I sleep too much that I forget I have school after. Hate this stupid body.

Yh idk what to say else.

Music

My playlist is a little random but there’s not much happy songs so ask me if u want.

Movies

I really like teenagers problems, mental issues, horror, and others like this.

Television

Books

I don’t really like books but if I see the cover intersting, so yh maybe I would read a little.

Heroes

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