JSF

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17 years mentally unwell

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Mood: Overtwinking

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JSF's Interests

General

History (20th and 21st centuries), warfare, philosophy, games, cats, Deutsche, and pastel pink.

Music

Broad range from classical and militaria to modern artists like Maretu. Also Chaif is peak.

Movies

Good Boy (The Norwegian horror one)

Television

My Deer Friend Nokotan 

Books

"The Unique and Its Property" by Max Stirner, translated by Wolfi Landstreicher, as well as Kafka's works, especially "In the Penal Colony"

Heroes

Nokotan

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About me:

Looking For:

Anyone is welcome! Although, I would prefer people who aren't creepy and interested minors, but it's bound to happen I suppose.

Who I'd like to meet:

DNI IF YOU'RE JUST LOOKING FOR A DATE

I am not worth your time, trust me.

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Yours Truly:

Just some femboy (yes, that's the acronym) lurking on the internet. Feel free to do whatever, be that adding, messaging, or ignoring me, but don't expect me to be very active as I'll likely forget I even put effort into this pretty quickly. And even if I don't forget, there are plenty of other reasons for a lack of activity from me. I will still be more than glad to talk about whatever if you feel like doing that, though I can not and will not lead conversations. I can yap about tanks though if you'd really like.

An Imperial Message - Franz Kafka

The Emperor—so they say—has sent a message, directly from his death bed, to you alone, his pathetic subject, a tiny shadow which has taken refuge at the furthest distance from the imperial sun. He ordered the herald to kneel down beside his bed and whispered the message in his ear. He thought it was so important that he had the herald speak it back to him. He confirmed the accuracy of verbal message by nodding his head. And in front of the entire crowd of those witnessing his death—all the obstructing walls have been broken down, and all the great ones of his empire are standing in a circle on the broad and high soaring flights of stairs—in front of all of them he dispatched his herald. The messenger started off at once, a powerful, tireless man. Sticking one arm out and then another, he makes his way through the crowd. If he runs into resistance, he points to his breast where there is a sign of the sun. So he moves forwards easily, unlike anyone else. But the crowd is so huge; its dwelling places are infinite. If there were an open field, how he would fly along, and soon you would hear the marvellous pounding of his fist on your door. But instead of that, how futile are all his efforts. He is still forcing his way through the private rooms of the innermost palace. Never will he win his way through. And if he did manage that, nothing would have been achieved. He would have to fight his way down the steps, and, if he managed to do that, nothing would have been achieved. He would have to stride through the courtyards, and after the courtyards through the second palace encircling the first, and, then again, through stairs and courtyards, and then, once again, a palace, and so on for thousands of years. And if he finally burst through the outermost door—but that can never, never happen—the royal capital city, the centre of the world, is still there in front of him, piled high and full of sediment. No one pushes his way through here, certainly not someone with a message from a dead man. But you sit at your window and dream of that message when evening comes.

A Little Fable - Franz Kafka

"Alas", said the mouse, "the whole world is growing smaller every day. At the beginning it was so big that I was afraid, I kept running and running, and I was glad when I saw walls far away to the right and left, but these long walls have narrowed so quickly that I am in the last chamber already, and there in the corner stands the trap that I am running into."

"You only need to change your direction," said the cat, and ate it up.