ultraviolence

About me:

Hi~ You can call me Ada, it doesn't matter, anyway!

I'm new here and I'm not good at talking about myself (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) 

So: I am a girl and I am 18 years old (soon 19!) I was born on the night of September 1st. My height is 5'2 157 cm, weight 47 but it often changes, my diet leaves much to be desired, lol. I'm quite quiet but I really like to communicate, I find it hard to make friends in real life, sometimes I just have no one to talk to. I try to be polite, but if someone likes to joke, then I can too. I don't like feeling like I'm the odd one out, I don't like being yelled at or angry, I'm too sensitive for this world. It seems to me that I exist but at the same time I am not there, I can be in a company but remain on the sidelines. But I learned to be alone, I like to walk around the old small town where there are only churches and street cats, they are cute, and the churches are special, there are almost no people in them but there is me. I have learned to walk late at night completely alone, I am no longer afraid to walk alone along a dark alley where no one goes, I always have enough courage.I like to keep old flowers, for me they are not dead, I can always find old dry flower buds that are more than a year old, ribbons are everywhere, as well as aroma candles.There is a smell of lemon and vanilla pie, even cookies and cream or pine forest, but only I can light them. I like swings on a cold night in a big empty park, then go look at the bunnies there, sometimes they don't sleep either, once I was able to pet them, though I had to exchange a piece of cabbage for it. I like to walk to the mall for my favorite ice cream and sit there until they close, malls are so interesting when it's time for them to close, one time they waited for me to leave. I often receive sweets and candies as gifts, sometimes too many of them, but every time I am pleased that someone thinks I am cutie If I were given all the money in the world, I would spend it on shopping and a castle. I want to live in a huge castle and take care of a large garden, read books about love in my library.I don't want to solve adult problems, on the contrary, I'm better off without people, but I'm ready to invite some people to tea and treat them to my pies and pastries. And I'll get married, I'll lock him in my castle. So he will be only mine, oh yes I am very jealous, don't mind i dont have him rn. But now I'm too poor and I'm not in a castle at all, I often miss and miss my dreams

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