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General

i was here before, but i don’t remember when. if you ever dream about me, tell me. it’s important. i write stories, but sometimes they happen first. there’s a number written in the back of my old notebook. i don’t remember writing it. i don’t call it anymore. Once, i got an email from an address that didn’t exist. it only said “Don’t let it recognize you.” If i suddenly stop posting, don’t look for me p.s: i don't like capital letters & punctuations, occasionally they're merely tolerable That's all...

Music

Lynch/Oz (David Lynch Soundtracks) Aphex Twin (Select Ambient Works 85-92 era). Oneohtrix Point Never. Burial Broadcast Pye Corner Audio Ennio Morricone Angelo Badalamenti Dead Can Dance. Lemon Demon M83 Xiu Xiu

Movies

Videodrome (1983) Jacob’s Ladder (1990) Eraserhead (1977) Eli (2019) i only watch movies that make one feel like they missed the last scene.

Television

Wayward Pines Twin Peaks Marianne i like watching shows that feel like they're watching me back.

Books

The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka Notes from Underground by Fyodor Dostoevsky The Obscene Bird of Night by José Donoso The Crying of Lot 49 by Thomas Pynchon The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath i’ve read pages that didn’t make sense the first time… but the second time, they murmured

Heroes

Someone who never had to wake up.