⋆.𖤐˚。 𝕲𝖚𝖙𝖟・゚✯ ⋆

"never catch me, never miss me at all"
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General |
I enjoy art and writing I guess. I don’t have very many other interests besides random obscure media on the internet or music. I guess I also like cooking? In fact I love cooking. It’s a pleasurable thing when you work around a recipe and make it taste well rather than abiding by a specific code or recipe. I do also like gaming; well, used to. My laptop is broken so the most I can do now is just art, reading, and watching stuff. But even then, the last two are intermittent. My gaming picks are; Dark Souls (The Series), Elden Ring, Outward, Rimworld, Kenshi, Dwarf Fortress, Elin (Ironically I haven’t played this one, but from purely hearing about it, its everything I’ve ever wanted from a game), Nethack, Caves of Qud, Warframe, Morrowind, Bravely Default (The first, I haven’t played the later entries), TLOZ:Breath of The Wild, Fallout New Vegas, Yume Nikki, Muma Rope, Undertale, Deltarune, Lisa: The Pointless RPG, Paper Mario (Series), Minecraft, Terraria, Disco Elysium, Tyranny, Vagante, Final Fantasy XIV, Dark Messiah: Might and Magic, and Pathologic (Series). Some of these games I haven’t really completed but frankly I judged by formula in gameplay. And a lot of these I do genuinely like. I have tried to make my own RPGs before to varying success, my longtime goal is to make a Life-Sim RPG comparable to Elin; which is essentially my vision for what games I would like. Yes, I’m also a furry(?) and an artist. But I haven’t drawn many things in the past couple while due to life reasons and partially mental reasons. Some bits of what little amateur stuff I do will be linked to my personal website which is still in progress. (note; I put “furry(?)” because frankly I don’t identify all that much with the overarching vibe of the furry fandom, at least in wider media. But as an umbrella term it’s stark. I’ve always used anthropomorphic/humanoid presenting animals in my writings and art purely because artistically I love it. Ethics-wise, unsure, the community seems too … I guess needlessly ‘charged’ in a certain way which I don’t want to elaborate here with. Most other ‘furries’ I’ve met are largely hit or miss in terms of being good people. The biggest case was a mutual I had/was intending to cut off for ultimately having ethics I cannot possibly agree with let alone how they treated someone meant to be closest to them.) |
Music |
I like Mathrock, Shoegaze, and generally obscure or instrumental music. A good example is I doubt many know what ‘Bicycle Waltz - Goodbye Kumiko’ or ‘Nevermind - Floating Ashes’ is. My interests (as per those two selections) are honestly pretty varied with music. I can love most music but not all, you lose me very quickly at voiced tracks, I’m very picky about non-instrumental music; but otherwise I like a lot of music. I can probably consider myself an audiophile honestly, as a person who’s definitely neurodivergent in some form, music in my later teenage years has been almost a vice or safety blanket. Silence is loud. Recent/Favored Selections; |
Movies |
I’unno, Rebel Moon probably because it reminds me of Rimworld. addendum; The entirety of The Matrix (minus the newest one, I’m sorry but hot take; Resurrections never stood a chance living up to the first three movies, they retconned a decent ending so it was happy, when I think Revolutions ended in a pretty fair way, but I’m just rambling—) the first couple Terminator movies, I guess the Harry Potter movies(?), and The Hobbit, completely forgot theres a couple really good movies. I might also have to add Good Burger, Men in Black, and Old Boy. I guess it’s just modern movies have a genuinely asinine or insanely rehashed cast that just doesn’t appeal to me at all. If I have to see Dwayne ‘The Rock’ Johnson play another tough guy comedy relief character I’m going to exit living by chugging a tall glass of acetone and then swallowing a match. (I jest, of course, keep yourself safe.) |
Television |
I used to watch anime; but I no longer do, most anime aren’t very interesting. Besides maybe Re:Zero and Bleach, I might want to watch those. |
Books |
The Stormlight Archive, Blood Meridian, Literally any Steven King novel, and probably anything on r/nosleep are good picks (yes, I know r/nosleep isn’t a book but lets be honest here; unless you collect books, you’re reading most things online these days.) |
Heroes |
Mr. Brightside. Closest thing to an older brother figure I have, a good man through-and-through. |
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About me:
welcome ⛧
Key Notation; Do not attempt to befriend me if are a minor. I am an adult and I wish to befriend other adults.
CURRENTLY PLAYING : “wawawa - Terminal 00; Angus Nicneven”
(Expository notation; mildly exaggerated for a slight modicum of ‘the funny’; I have weird humor and like writing, and am generally uninvolved with the social spheres of most other people, so my humor tends to be odd, fair warning.)
I spawned on the fourth day of the month; “January”. In the year ‘2006’. The day that I was born merely culminates to the day of a pointless birth. When I was born; I did not weep, for my existence in of itself was in any sense—honestly a mundane union of various meager traits which came unto one poor excuse for a human such as I am these days. In meantime of my growing, I had learned the minor arts of primeval creation through the guise of the literary medium, artistic, and so on—despite not being good at really any aside from writing (I’d like to believe).
I grew up generally energetic, happy, and outgoing all things considered. However I eventually became reclusive to a critical point due to having been suffering from emotional abuse as per my maternal guardian. These days; I’m overall wary of people and untrustworthy unfortunately.
I do like going by xe/xim, however you can use whatever pronouns you’d like in presence, it doesn’t really matter; generally I’m apathetic to that side of socialization. I’m verrry poor at socialization on that note. While I’m not a shut-in (anymore); I was during my earlier teenage years and that still carries over into how I am now. Do take note that being rejected by society will ultimately eat at you until you’re nothing but old and spiteful. Thankfully, I’m not that old, more or less an early-early adult.
I am notably a furry sorta, but hopefully the weird kind in the way that I’m essentially a social reject and hence kind of have that ‘autistic sheen’ and not the other way where I’m a social reject and a genuine disease on society. But for any furry that line is frankly non-existent (a joke). Generally speaking; I’m probably no better than ‘most’ furries. I will guarantee I won’t send weird images to you unprompted or debate the most braindead takes though (another joke).
I will say, that despite the words on my profile seeking an almost arrogant quality, I am easily either the most boring, annoying, painfully autistic, or crappy person overall (hopefully not the last one given how hard I’ve tried). Transparently; I genuinely suck. But; I sleep well knowing most people on this planet do too.
I am in a committed relationship of two (going on three?) years with my beloved spouse. She is genuinely perfect to me despite her protests that she’s not. Londyn if you’re reading this, I love you <3. (P.S; If you meet her, say ‘kobold’ to her, she loves that word—trust.)
My fursonas at the moment do not have ref. sheets as I am still swamped with other stuff at the moment. (Commissions, Job, GED Training, etc.) I will update this section when I do have my sheets ready with an appropriate annotations as well. (Goat / Cat fur).
“Your mind slows, stress grows. In crimson tubes—the pressure grows.”
“Sticky red death. Life theæft, hypertensıııon, is all that’s left.”
“Woo!”
Who I'd like to meet:
I don’t know? People who are actually adults and other furries? But even then I doubt that majority would like me. I guess people who are as annoying as I am?
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