Arszenik

About me:

I'm mainly an existential plasma, but when no one is looking I create little silly indie horror games.

I feed on the energy of the sun and smoke of my friends' cigarettes, but sometimes I cook quite good chinese food.

I don't like dogs or people, they are both equally noisey. Sometimes tho, I go to some loud silly concerts. I seen gojira live, great success.

And probably the most important thing, because my plasma form is mostly made out of music, I love listening to....

soundtracks

metal (doom, death, symphonic, black, dsbm, trash, goregrind)

rock (polish, gothic, glam, progressive)

punk

classical

post-punk

visual kei

sung poetry

dark cabaret

and many more...

btw im 18, its also me in the playlist and pfp pic

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Since the tables are too small...

~Interests~

I love physics, space... I'm going to collage in this field, I just.. don't know, these black holes are simply too hypnotizing not to delve into them, But I'm mainly interested in the unexplored force 3... similar to Doppler's law, because the more you know about it, the greater the frequency of your escape from it is (who knows, knows)

ok, apart from that I'm playing some games

I'm currently playing through Dark Souls 3 for the first time. I would like to play Baldurs gate 3 but my computer won't let me. and some indie games like Fausts Alptraum.

I create my own game in this vibes.

so what... I play chess, I'm an amateur photographer (I've already broken my second camera...) i like my pictures to give out this cinematic atmosphere. I sleep little, I eat little.

Well, typical existential plasma.

~Music~

oh uh, i already talked about music in about me, because as i said, music is an inseparable part of me, but of course I can yapp more about this

I'm a musical sine wave, because in fact I'm constantly flying from maximum to minimum... Currently I'm somewhere in zero, heading for a minimum,

In zero I don't know what to listen to, I play some random songs from every genre, but after the last concert i was on (marie laveau, natures mortes and eat my teeth - gothic stuff) I'm back in the mood for more depressing atmospheres. And with every single one of these depressing episoeds, I'll complain why Malice Mizer isn't on Spotify, it's super annoying...

but back to the sine

well, the maximum is all about happy atmosphere but to makes things clear im talking about the melody not about the lycrics. So its mostly some punk, rock, Polish rock, Roses of Europe, lady pank and stuff like that. In this state I also feel like listening to some silly songs or pop from 2010.

well, i already said about the zero

and on the minimum, mainly depression, goth, metal, all sorts of crap, visual kei will be included somewhere along with black cabaret and sung poetry.

And the most transcendent music, i.e. soundtracks, from absolutely everything - games, movies, TV series, kdramas, this is what I listen to regardless of the episode I'm in

~Movies~

oh my..., this will be another yapping session,

so when it comes to movies, I'm very picky, I like the ones that don't make it clear what's going on, that is, they force us to think, such movies often don't have a specific timeline, we don't have the inner thoughts of the characters or the narrator, which, in my opinion, perfectly shows the nature of watching someone (here the main character) from the side, from a third person.

Such films are mostly from the 2000s or older, and director Shunji Iwai perfectly suits my taste.

His films such as All About Lily Chou-Chou, Love Letter or Picnic, presented in an initially incomprehensible way, forced me as a viewer to go back before understanding the message, first deciphering what I was even watching, and once I understood, only then did the message of the film come to me, and each one I watched from him was startling.

This is a completely different level of movie experience

~TV~

oh i dont anything special to say about tv. i never really watched it. Still, sometimes I watch some TV series online, and one of them was Misfits, I think it's my favorite TV series I've ever watched. I liked it humor and the atmosphere of the 00s. However I never finished it when the Og Squad broke up.

~Books~

I think that here I will be able to say more concisely how it is with books...

So when I was younger I only read fantasy stories or historical fiction books, now I mainly read classic literature. Dostoyevski, Gogol, Ogawa, Osamu and others.

Why? well, I just like existential dilemmas, the complex psychology of people is as interesting to me as physics.

My current favorite book is The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa. Her message, which is the essence of insignificant things, I simply think is a perfect representation of my lifestyle. Everything in my life is insignificant but it is part of my life and these chaotic scraps of everything make me who I am...

Who I'd like to meet:

I'm looking for more existential plasmas to exist together, maybe while playing some silly, scary games together. We can be like sea currents, exchanging experiences from across the sea, swap salts or something...