Osvaldo

About me:

Important:

I love to fish and play roblox. I work part time. My user is FUZZYOTT3R. I love listening to music and sleeping. I want friends any gender. I also go to the gym. I own a motorcycle(kawasaki 500cc), i love cute things and cats and dogs. Im a little emo. I'm weird.

Unimportant :

I'm hypersexual so it's hard for me to be loyal yet. I was loyal to this one girl. Because I love her. But her sex drive is low. Really low. Yet she still cheated. That's disappointing on a spiritual level. I truly trusted her. I never thought she would have cheated. She told me she never told me because I would get mad. Obviously. But I found out myself. 

Js a vent.

I got cheated on jan30, my girlfriend cheated on Instagram. She said she did it so we would be equal. (Equal??) I'm bipolar and depressed  I have to take med. She lied to me for 2 years of our relationship. She always lied to me. She said she wanted to do things to me and never did them yet did them with some other guy. She was toxic. She said I was cheating ( I talked to her friend when she was mad during class. She avoided me the whole day while I was chasing her. And she said I was cheating just because I was with her friend group talking. Yet she ignored me 24/7 and would prefer to talk to her online friends. And I was her last priority. She said it was because she was lazy but I know she texted her friends instantly.  And she talked to boys all the time. She said she couldn't be herself with me but I always loved her. Never judged her. And the mean things I said where true but she couldn't handle the truth. She lied to herself and me. She said she wanted a family with me and to marry me. She said she was gonna do this and that but never  did them. She always brushed me off. She was a hypocrite. And called me one. I am but she is too and she doesn't want to see it. She has all the girls on her side and pretty much the whole school. I'm alone. I was loyal for 2 years. But she wasn't. She blames it all on me. And she never once apologized to me. She always said it was my fault. She never took credit for the shifty things she did. Instead she gaslight me and said it was bc I was so toxic. I was litteraly  js trying to help us get better. I was the only one communicating she would just ignore me and go talk to other boys. Or her friends. She always gave up on me. And she never wanted to deal with arguments instead she avoided me instead of trying to fix the problem.  So I always has to say I'm sorry and that it was my fault. But she never apologized once. Not ever to me. Even when she cheated. She never apologized.  She's a lair. Yet she wants me back. She wants me to take her back. All I was asking was for attention, love and loyalty.( A.L L) but she said she was too lazy. And now she talks behind my back. I love her. I still do. And we both think it's one sided. But I'll admit I was a bad boyfriend. But I always tried to fix it and be better. She doesn't want to change. I'm so fucked up in the head now. I'm just hurt. I'm so numb. I fucked her up in the head. And I'm sorry that I did that. And that I was so toxic.  I'm so sorry.  I just want her to forgive and forget the past. I want to move eon and get better. I understand her side now. But she doesn't want to understand mine. I'm sorry that I did that to you. I felt like my feelings were down played but ik she thinks the same. Im js fucked in the head man. Help me please. Someone.

Who I'd like to meet:

New people with same interests