GreenWithin

18 | he/him | mexican 🇲🇽

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General	Hi! I'm Green, a mexican high school student studying audio engineering.
Music	Heterosexual
Movies	Shimoneta, Bokuyaba, A Silent Voice, Violet Evergarden, Cyberpunk: Edgerunners, etc. (mostly horror-oriented, or romcoms; I like to shit on them)
Television	Maneskin, James Marriott, Tame Impala, Yours Truly, Nirvana, indie & acoustic-orchestral arrangements (NieR my beloved)
Books	Guitar, gaming, web design
Heroes	Gave the site a shot thanks to my ex. I'm currently using this site as a small playground for my web design skills. Links: - Fandom: https://community.fandom.com/wiki/User:GreenWithin - Pronouns.page: https://en.pronouns.page/@GreenWithin - MyAnimeList: https://myanimelist.net/animelist/GreenWithin

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About me:

My irl name is Diego, I've been living in Mexico my entire life.

I used to have more stuff to say here, but it was extra fluff to put up an appearance that doesn't represent me. I'm proud of the design I made for this page, but I want to be sincere with the type of person I am.

I suffer from a lot of anxiety and depressive episodes, mostly affected and caused by my previous relationship. It's hard to get out of bed, it's hard to pretend like everything's fine and to put up a smile with my friends when I can't even look at myself in the mirror most of the time. I try to have hobbies, but it doesn't make me feel better. I try to hang out with my friends, but I feel like I don't belong.

I'm terrified of the future. I don't know where to go, I don't know who to talk to anymore. I hate knowing that people offer me their help and it's physically impossible for me to accept. I don't want to worry anyone anymore, I don't want to bother the people I love and cherish. I don't want to look like the victim, like I can't do this alone... but I don't think I can. I'm scared of myself.

Despite all of that, I wish nothing but the best for everyone around me. Even if I'm breaking down, even if the floor below me never stays steady, I'd rather comfort others when possible instead of asking for help.

I don't plan on becoming active again on this site. I want to leave this behind, and move on from all the many things that are related to my ex.

I don't think you'll ever read this, cus it's always felt like you've never cared about me. Maybe I was right knowing that you would eventually fall in love with everyone else but with me. I'm sorry I wasn't enough. I'm sorry I was never like them.