꒰ sáviór ⸝⸝ ♡ྀི ꒱

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https://spacehey.com/lovespill

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General

books, poetry, music, general writing, politics, psychology, philosophy, games, art, cats, baking, crafts, mathematics, geometry, science, history, ela, mystery, crime, paranormal, yumeshipping + etc

+  I AM A PUBLISHED AUTHOR (Primi Hymni: Amazon)

percy jackson, jojo’s bizarre adventure, murder drones, object show communities, harry potter, dead plate, the amazing digital circus, block tales, dandy’s world, let him go, delusional, egg kevin’s house!, doors, pressure, bad things, i have no mouth and i must scream, ultrakill

Music

insane clown posse, nirvana, red hot chili peppers, foo fighters, black sabbath, ozzy osbourne, rammstein, metallica, jelly roll, SOFIA ISELLA, BANSHEE, 6arelyhuman, MARETU, falling in reverse, jack stauber, H.E.R., KMFDM, nine inch nails, MASA WORKS DESIGN, the neighborhood, 2pac, eminem, megan thee stallion, nicki minaj, PASTEL GHOST, my chemical romance, ride the cyclone, musical murders, heathers, epic! the musical, hamilton, the great gatsby, angelic milk, staind, BACKXWASH, satin puppets, doja cat, the beatles, cigarettes after sex, prince, ayesha erotica, bambi baker, korn, rebzyyx, hosie star, kikuo, lady gaga, micheal jackson, wham!, oasis, gorillaz, odetari, S3RL, system of a down, TV girl, baby bugs, IC3PEAK, evanescence, yaelokre, bring me the horizon, charli xcx, madison beer, olivia rodrigo, flavor foley, vane lily, rabbitology, stomach book, mili, marluxiam, leeandlie, Miss Construction, And One, Katya Lel, Valeriy Syutkin, The Blake Robinson Synthetic Orchestra, proloxx, Will Wood and the Tapeworms, femtanyl

Movies

I don’t have any in mind.

Television

I like to watch wrestling on the occasion. However, other than that, I don’t watch television.

Books

sensibility, emma, persuasion, mansfield park, northanger abby, sanditon, lady susan, love & friendship, darcy and elizabeth, the watsons, jack and alice, little women, little men, jo’s boys, good wives, eight cousins, an old fashioned girl, rose in bloom, under the lilacs, hospital sketches, behind a mask, flower fables, a long fatal love chase, crime and punishment, the brothers karamazov, white nights, notes from underground, demons, the gambler, poor folk, the house of the dead, primi hymni, hymni nocturni, the double, humiliated and insulted, the raw youth/adolescent, a gentle creature, a writer’s diary, the grand inquisitor

Heroes

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About me:

Not a question; never a question. Something quieter than that, and far more certain.

I have already decided the shape of my devotion. It does not bend with distance, nor does it loosen with time. It is not persuaded by absence. It does not ask permission to remain.

Listen, if you ever wonder: I would love you beyond the visible architecture of things.

Beyond the mapped stars, beyond the patient orbit of the sun and its moon, beyond the small, glowing proofs that the universe exists at all. If the world were to thin into silence, I would still arrive at you. 

I have imagined you in every possible form. Not to change you; instead to understand the limits of my own constancy. And there are none. If you were unrecognizable, unnamed, unmade, I would still know where to place my love. I would still place it with you.

Call it reverence, if you need a word for it. Call it faith. I have stood at the edge of both and found your name written there, not as a commandment, but as something gentler.

Something chosen, again and again, without witness.

I would endure the long arithmetic of time for you. Years folding into years, decades asking for patience like a quiet penance; I would accept it. Not because I am owed you, but because loving you has already become its own form of prayer.

And understand this clearly:

You are not something I worship out of fear. There is no shadow of a devil in you, not to me. If I kneel, it is not submission, but recognition. It is the body learning how to hold something it cannot contain.

I will love you in the bright hours, and in the hours that forget how to be bright. In color, in absence of color, in the long gray stretches where most things lose their meaning. Mine will not.

Until death, yes. But also beyond the simplicity of that promise. Beyond the moment language fails and endings pretend to be real.

This is not possession. You are not something I keep. You are something I return to. Always.


Who I'd like to meet:

My girlfriend, who I miss and love dearly.

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