bbybomsh3ll

General

i like movies, lana del rey Y2K being famous and loved. I'm 17, and I often feel a little lost in this world that seems too real, too loud. I play Lana Del Rey on repeat because her songs talk about things I feel without really understanding them. I also spend hours watching Sofia Coppola films, like The Virgin Suicides, where everything is both perfect and sad, like nothing is truly real. On Pinterest, I collect images that tell stories I've never lived but wish I could. It’s like all of that represents a beauty I can’t quite grab, something almost unattainable. I think about Cecilia lisbon a lot—she's like me, lost in her dreams,I love that. It’s like, through these films and songs, I’m living lives I’ll never truly live, but I feel them inside. Maybe that’s what being a teenage girl is: wanting to shine, to wear glitter and pink, but at the same time hiding a part of yourself, something more fragile, more broken. I get lost in all of that sometimes, in this quest for perfection that leads nowhere, but it’s all I have. Because, deep down, even though I want to be seen, admired, I also want to escape, to leave all of this behind and find a place where I can just be me, without all the weight around it. But for now, I keep listening to the music, scrolling through those images, dreaming of another place I’ll never truly touch. i would love to be famous, to be lovedby all the people possible. i want to be knowing by all the heart. And the i will be really happy. one day you'll never see me again. never

Music

Ayesha Erotica 𐙚⋆.˚ Britney Spears𐙚⋆.˚ Lana del Rey⊹₊˚₊୨୧₊

Movies

The substance Virgin Suic**s Mean Girls Clueless Lilya4ever bones and all Buffalo 66'

Television

sin senos no hay pariso THE simple life Simpson Teen wolf Skins American guys Stranger things Euphoria insatiable Family guys South Park

Books

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Heroes

My mama and Kim Kardashian