pimepym

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pimepym's Interests

General

Feeling pretty, look pretty and maybe being healthy 

Music

Calm music, I like jack stuber or riry

Movies

I don't have a favorite movie, but I like Hachiko 

Television

Waths that

Books

Vampire books and phycology books

Heroes

My father

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About me:

I feel strange, something is missing, I don't want to grow but I don't want to stay stuck in the same place, I want to run away from here, I want to start all over again, I want to be like I am forever, I want to stay like this forever, I don't want others to tell me that I am sick again, I want them to tell me how healthy and brave I am, for them I am very fragile, I am weak and fearful, I don't want them to look at me again, I want to be alone for me, please I don't want them to look at me again, why do they look at me with so much pity? I am not sick, or at least I don't want to believe it, not yet, I have been through many psychologists and psychiatrists, they all have that same look, they all look at me like I am physically broken, they don't want to help me, I know they don't, I know that daddy does everything he can to see me happy, I know father, I know it perfectly, I know how many tears you shed for me, I know how many nights you spent stressed out because of me, I know you know I don't miss mommy, I know you know how much mom hurt me, I know you look at my scars and see if there are any new ones, I know you bring me medicine every day so I can be happy again, I know you act normal knowing you are sick, I know everything, and believe me I am trying, I love you very much dad, you don't know how many tears I have shed for you, you are the only person who has really wanted to help me, just wait for me a little longer please...

Who I'd like to meet:

I like to meet any kind of people as long as they have good intentions.

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