bellaxbleeds

"lego + listening to the used"

i’m 16, live in the uae, she/her

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General	💿 screaming into pillows 🖤 burning mix CDs 📼 collecting broken headphones 🧷 diy band shirts + ripped tights 🕸️ staying up too late feeling everything 🩶 romanticizing decay 🔪 sharp eyeliner, sharper thoughts 📓 quoting lyrics like it’s a diary
Music	🎧 music is my drug, and i OD daily 🎧 🖤 MCR // Pierce The Veil // The Used // Paramore 🎸 Nirvana // The Smashing Pumpkins // Alice In Chains // Silverchair 💿 Linkin Park // Limp Bizkit // System Of A Down // KoЯn ☁️ Deftones // Nine Inch Nails // Evanescence // Grimes (but sad) 🧷 Blink-182 // Bring Me The Horizon // Sleeping With Sirens // Falling In Reverse // BrokeNCYDE 🔪 Love and pain sound better with distortion. 🖤 i don’t just listen. i feel it. 🖤
Movies	💿 movies that live in my bloodstream 💿 🖤 Twilight (aesthetic. pain. sparkleboys.) 🩸 Jennifer’s Body (slay. kill. eat.) 🕸️ Donnie Darko (idk i just feel like that rabbit) 🕯️ The Crow (revenge + eyeliner) ⚰️ Thirteen (coming of age + collapse) 🎸 Scott Pilgrim vs. The World (for the bassline and the heartbreak) 🌧 Coraline (childhood horror coded) 🖤 SLC Punk! // Heathers // Girl, Interrupted 🧛 The Craft // Queen of the Damned 📼 Lost Boys // Ginger Snaps 📽 this isn’t a watchlist, it’s a personality 🕷
Television	📺 tv shows that corrupted me 📺 🌫 Skins UK (effy stonem forever) 🕷 Daria (emotionally flat, socially anxious icon) 👁️ Invader Zim (scene kid brain rot) 🐴 BoJack Horseman (therapy but make it animated) 💔 My So-Called Life (jordan catalano was the blueprint) 🧪 Clone High // Aeon Flux 🧛 Buffy the Vampire Slayer (goth core lives on) 👽 X-Files (trust no one fr) 🌌 Euphoria (even tho it hurts) 📀 MTV in 2007. that’s it. 🧠 Degrassi (it went there. so did i.) 💔 i quote tv shows like scripture 💔
Books	📖 books i read with my whole nervous system 📖 🖤 The Perks of Being a Wallflower (infinite. always.) 🩸 Girl, Interrupted (so true it hurts) 🌫 We Have Always Lived in the Castle – Shirley Jackson 💌 Norwegian Wood – Haruki Murakami (softly unravels you) 🕯 Wasted – Marya Hornbacher (beautiful & brutal) 📓 Go Ask Alice (real or not, it wrecked me) 📖 The Bell Jar – Sylvia Plath (forever in my bloodstream) 🧷 Milk and Honey – Rupi Kaur (before it became cringe i was crying) 🕸 House of Leaves – Mark Z. Danielewski (what even was that??) 📼 Fight Club – Chuck Palahniuk (i am jack's shattered brain) ☁️ Everything Everything // Looking for Alaska // Speak 🕷 yes i underlined the saddest lines. yes i meant it. 🕷
Heroes	🖤 Gerard Way 🕸️ Chester Bennington 🩸 Courtney Love ⚡ Hayley Williams 📼 Dave Grohl 🧠 Trent Reznor 🔥 Billy Corgan 🧷 you if you’ve ever cried to the same song 5 times

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About me:

💔 she’s not okay and that’s her entire personality 💔

❥ bella | 16 | she/her
🕷️ crybabycore | scenegrunge princess | eyeliner addict  
🩸 bleeding lyrics + heartbreak online since birth  

💿 current mood:  
“Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage.”

🎧 music = my reason to exist:  
My Chemical Romance // The Used // Nirvana // The Smashing Pumpkins // Linkin Park // Limp Bizkit // Pierce the Veil // Paramore // Alice in Chains // Evanescence // Silverchair // Bring Me The Horizon // Deftones // Falling in Reverse // Blink-182 // KoЯn // System of a Down // BrokeNCYDE // London After Midnight // She Wants Revenge // Mindless Self Indulgence // Simon Curtis // Dot Dot Curve // 3OH!3 // Sleater-Kinney // Nine Inch Nails // Hollywood Undead // Saliva // Grimes (but make it goth)  

🖤 message me if you miss the old internet  
🪦 if u ghost me i’ll write poetry about it  

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Who I'd like to meet:

🕷️ the version of me that felt everything and still hoped 🖤 people who still listen to 2000s scene playlists 🎧 someone who gets it without asking 💌 the ghost of tumblr 2014 📀 someone to slow dance with to The Used in a parking lot