kelly
"definitely been a long time since my soul reincarnated as female"
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General |
i'm interested in arts and crafts in it's broadest sense. i'm really drawn to cinematography since it combines different arts like fashion, music, makeup etc. giving a complete artistic experience, but my main focus is drawing. i've been good at it since i can remember, but i've often struggled with finding the motivation to keep improving. should i even call myself an artist? i mean sure, everytime i draw it's like i'm at the peak of happiness, but i find it dreadful as hell to get myself to start doing anything. it feels like i've been running towards the finish line forever. and just as i get there, it disappears. |
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Music |
tbh any music that scratches my ears. i instantly fw it. |
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Movies |
☆ wong kar wai movies. i don't think anyone in my life realizes how important his cinematography is to me. he just perfectly captures my way of seeing life - slow burn or rather unfulfilled love and smoke of many many cigarettes, yearning and reviving the time that has vanished. |
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Television |
☆ HUGE chainsaw man fan. love with all my heart. the level of unhingeness and abhorrency in that anime is just truly something that fills the void inside me. |
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Books |
☆ norwegian wood by haruki murakami. idk if i should call myself a feminist if that's my fav book but i swear i am one. it's just the way murakami pours his thoughts onto paper. how eloquently he puts words into sentences while describing every single detail. it makes me wanna live in one of his novels. oh, and he really loves using the manic pixie dream girl trope. |
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About me:
about me...? well, who am i? a question so elusive, it perhaps fails to matter. if only oblivion could be reached, i, who am i? how can i claim to know such a thing? this concept itself is absurd, for, as socrates humbly declared, "the only thing i know is that i know nothing" - so what is this "i" that i am prone to speak about? there is no "i" to begin with, and i could die ensnared in ignorance of my own true self; that would be terrible. i lie to myself, and in that lie, i find a strange joy, as if falsehoods could alter the course of fate and rewrite my destiny. i lie to others, embrace the lie and accept them as my own, passing them as truths to others. the deception is my only comfort, and i even grow accustomed to believing in miracles. i don't know if i would be able to live otherwise.
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ albums ☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚
☆ saalfrat alarhaji - 1
☆ lalleshwari - lullabies in a glass wilderness
☆ machine girl - wlfgrl
☆ liar, flower - geiger counter
☆ crystal castles - crystal castles ii
☆ portishead - dummy
☆ tickley feather - tickley feather
☆ the narcissist - the narcissist ii
☆ lily chou - chou - kokyu
☆ a$ap rocky - at.long.last.a$ap
☆ denzel curry - king of the mischevious soul vol. 2
☆ mata - 100 dni do matury
☆ deftones - around the fur
☆ stina nordenstam - dynamite
☆ poison girl friend - melting moment
Who I'd like to meet:
miserable men with complex personalities. brooding with a certain intensity to them, with layers of depth caused by a hint of inner struggle. protective and stoic nature where there is a perfect balance between vulnerability and strength - those who act tough but also care deeply about those around them.
that was my prototype of a muse i'm looking for. every man of this kind whom i've passed on the streets don't even know that they lost a series of beautiful and romantic portraits guided by pure feelings and intimacy.
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