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About me:

Hii!! I’m Tobias, but u can call me Tobi o_O I’m 17 n from Argentina, DID sys, autistic, schizotypal, have OCD, paranoia, ADHD, and a lot of other things that make me kinda unstable T_T I love the TCC (True Crime Community); there’s something about how the human mind works that fascinates me. I’m also obsessed w/ creepypastas. My faves are Ticci Toby (yep, that’s where my name comes from), Eyeless Jack, Seedeater, and The Rake. I’m always on the hunt 4 new stories that’ll leave me paranoid at night x3

I’m the kid in the back row scribbling weird doodles in the margins of my notes. I live w/ one foot in reality and the other lost in my head, where things r darker but waay more interesting. Chaos feels more like home than crowds ever could.

When it comes 2 internet stuff, I’m all about old-school forums and nostalgic websites filled w/ gifs and messy layouts. I spend hours in the underground corners of the web, or on YouTube watching game analyses, conspiracy theories, and vids about unsolved mysteries. Wikis filled w/ random useless knowledge? That’s my happy place.

Art in any form speaks 2 me, tho my sketches always lean toward the creepy side. I write messy poetry and thoughts that no one sees except here. I also mess around w/ music—mostly experimental, chaotic stuff w/ breakcore and shoegaze vibes ;P I’ve got playlists full of game OSTs and rain sounds cuz honestly? Nothing soothes me more (︶｡︶)zzZ

My days r soundtracked by music that gets me better than ppl ever could. My Chemical Romance, The Used, Bring Me The Horizon… and yeah, sometimes emo revival like Modern Baseball. Other times, I vibe w/ The Cure or Radiohead, cuz some days need less screaming and more sighing X_x

I’m into games that leave u existentially empty after finishing them—Silent Hill, Resident Evil, Fran Bow, or Life is Strange. Retro pixel-art games like Undertale or The Binding of Isaac hit different, too. There’s something raw in their simplicity that modern graphics just don’t have.

Aesthetic-wise, I’m your classic emo/goth blend, living off dark colors, chains, and spikes xD but there’s always something mismatched cuz, well, chaos defines me ^__^ I love rainy nights, wintery parks, and empty cafés where I can get lost in my thoughts w/o interruptions.

Random obsessions? Snakes and bunnies :3 Horror stories and creepy internet mysteries r my weakness, and I’ve got this massive fixation on paranormal stuff. I can binge conspiracy theory vids and unexplained phenomena for hours.

And then there’s my bf ♡—my universe, the only constant in this mess. I love him in a way that hurts, like my heart can’t hold everything I feel for him. He’s the only one who sees the cracks in my walls and doesn’t turn away.

Words feel heavier w/ him. Every msg he sends feels like poetry written 4 me, even when he says so little. He’s far away, but I feel him so close it makes me wonder if distance even matters when ur soul finds its home in someone else. He’s my refuge in a world that never felt built 4 me. I need him more than I’ll admit, but I think that’s what love is: a sweet ache I wouldn’t trade 4 anything. He’s my anchor and my void, all at once, and I can’t imagine navigating this labyrinth w/o his light guiding me.

I love quiet nights, old books, and finding someone who shares ur weirdness. If u made it this far, we probably have something in common… or maybe ur just really patient XD I’m here looking 4 a little light in the chaos, and if u feel lost too, maybe we can get lost 2gether u_U

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