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General

Weeeelllll i want to create movies that depicts mental health in the future and be a photographer. I want to study psychology to get a better understanding of mental health since im very interested in it and i want to study in a ivy league school :3. I also like drawing but rn im in my art block 😭😔. I enjoy reading watching movies sleeping. Im very shy so its hard for me to make friends. I also dont talk to ppl online unless i rlly feel the need since well, stranger danger‼️‼️ and its hard for me.

Music

Uhhhh my music taste is very bipolar but here ya go!!!

Dazey and the scouts|sunday cruise|destructo disk|destroy boys|casual saturday|lil darkie|pink shift|4th curtise|sorry mom|mommy long legs|mindless self indulgence|pierce the veil|panic at the disco|red aunts|baby bugs|diva beach|penelope scott|olivia rodrigo|rio romeo|bikini kill|pussy riot|mc lars|she/her/hers|slutever|mccaferty|rebxzy(or however u spell it)|feelrs|elita|solya|low cut high tops|weatherday|ken ashcorp|vial|my chemical romance|insane clown posse|the fromt bottoms|echotape|mal blum|foot ox|Dresden dolls|weezers|nirvana|rob zombie| picture me broken|mars argo|korn|alex g|odetari|nouns|s3rl|wallows|backseat lovers|yot club|zoe ko|melanie martinez|enon|the marias|role model|and the kids|boa|suki waterhouse|artic monkeys|radioheads|tv girl|clairo|phoebe bridgers|the neighborhood|beabadoobe|ribs|she and him|mitski|laufey|shelly|declan mckenna|coconut records|phone boy|strfkr|the cure|current joys|the smiths

Movies

My fav: diary of a wimpy kid rodrick rules

Recently watched: the talented mr.ripley

Already watched: American psycho, girl interrupted, gia, christian f, thirteen, kids(1995), mid90s, skate kitchen, street dreams, speak, ginger snaps(every.single.one.), the virgin suicides, my first summer, leon: the professional, lolita, i believe in unicorns, florida project, pearl, perks of being a wallflower, tick tick boom (many more i cant remember)

Planning on watching: breakfast club, edward scissor hands, kamikaze girls, jennifers body, project x, lily 4 ever, black swan, fight club, donnie darko (etc i will prob update if i remember)

Television

Uhhh i mainly watch anime and youtube cartoons ig :|

Youtube indie projects: helluva boss, hazbin hotel, the amazing digital circus, popee the performer(even tho thats not even a youtube project), murder drones, ramshackle, metal family(one of my fav), pain girl, camp camp

[i would also be very grateful for more recommendations like these]

Anime: demon slayer, bungo stray dogs, vanitas blah blah blah however that thingy goes, the promise neverland, deep in the abyss or whatever, madoka magica, yuri on ice, magical girl site, watamote, delico nursery, hxh, jjk, chainsaw man, death note, lain(luv the aesthetic but was very boring), perfect blue(same thing as lain), komo cant communicate, dandadan, silent voice, given, a lil bit of rezero mainly for the femboy, sk8 infinity, a lil but of sword art online, tokyo revengers, toilet bound hanoko-kun, black butler

Books

IM TRYING TO GET INTO MORE MENTAL HEALTH AND NOVEL BOOKS TRUST‼️‼️

I mainly read bl and webtoons tho

Started never gon finish unless i get the book: no longer human-osamu dazai

Read but dropped cuz it got boring: girl in pieces

Read out of curiosity even tho im now truamatized: things gotten worse since we last spoken and a lil bit of the playground book

Wanna read but cant find it anywhere online: in the miso soup-rya murakami

Webtoons: school bus graveyard, suitor armo, special civil servant, void man, omniscient readers viewpoint, everything but your life, its okay if everyone hates me, egg project, marionetta, souris, candid hearts, killer peter, homesick, kiddos, castle swimmer, your wings and mine, clinic of horros, mafia nanny, down to earth, sir rejection, (etc i only put the ones that are interesting imo)

Bl: codename anastasia, lost in the cloud, 19 days, ennead, passion, checkmate, pawn revenge, the hunter wants to live quietly, jinx, my delicious dream boy, low tide in twilight, painter of the night, nerd project, no love zone, sign, bj alex, semantic error, angel buddy, heesu in class 2, the guild member next door, (way more i dont remember the name of)

Heroes