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General

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Music

my chemical romance is my absolute fav. Gerald Way's voice is just something I actually like, and the lyrics r deep n meaningful. luv how they use dark imagery and metaphors to express their feelings. also love fall out boy, panic! at the disco, and taking back Sunday.

Movies

I luv movies like "the crow" and "Donnie darko", which are both super darkkkk and atmospheric. I also love "American psycho" and "fight club", which r really reallyyy intense nd thought-provoking.

Television

Yk, television was kind of a mixed bag for me. It was definitely a way to escape reality, but I wasn't into just any show. It had to be something dark, dramatic, and emotionally resonant. You know, the kind of stuff that made you feel like you weren't alone in your angst.

I tried watching a bunch of "teen dramas," like "One Tree Hill" and "The O.C." But they just didn't quite hit the spot. They were too cheesy and predictable. I was looking for something more raw, something that really got to the heart of the human experience. 

I did like "Veronica Mars," though. It had a good mystery element and a strong female lead. I admired Veronica's wit and her willingness to take on the world. But even then, it wasn't quite my cup of tea. I think I was just too focused on music and movies, which were my true passions.

I did watch a few episodes of "Gossip Girl," just because it was so over-the-top and scandalous. I loved watching those rich kids live their lives of privilege and drama. But it was more of a guilty pleasure than something I was truly invested in.

I guess I just wasn't really into television. It wasn't my thing. I preferred to lose myself in music and movies, which were way more immersive and emotionally satisfying for me. But hey, maybe you're into television. If so, more power to you!:3

Books

Eugh, books. Not really my thing. I mean, yeah, I tried reading a few times, but I just couldn't get into it. It was all too...slow. Like, I wanted to just dive into the story, you know? But with books, you have to read every single word, and it just takes forever.

Besides, I was way more into music and movies. They were way more exciting and immersive. I could get lost in a song or a movie, and it was just so much more satisfying than reading a book.

I did try reading a few books, like "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" and "Looking for Alaska." But even those felt a little too...mainstream. I wanted something darker, something more raw. Something that really spoke to my soul.

But hey, maybe that's just me. Maybe you're totally into books. If so, coooooool. But for me, music and movies were my escape, and I was totally happy with that.

Heroes

Honestly, I never really had a hero. Not like a celebrity or a historical figure. I mean, sure, I admired some musicians, like Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance. His music was so raw and honest, and it really spoke to me. But I never thought of him as a hero, you know? More like a fellow traveler on the same dark path.

I guess I was too focused on myself and my own struggles. Being a teenager in the 2024 was a whole thing. It was about feeling misunderstood, about being different, about carrying a lot of emotional weight. We all went through it, right? I was too busy trying to figure out my own place in the world to really look up to anyone else.