Shiori

About me:

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ 𝐢𝐢𝐢. ︶︶︶ i lov NANA

               ꒰𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬໒꒱

                ི─͜͡𖤓͜͡─ྀ

              ᨒ . . name ; (Shiori)

                        ✶ (for privacy reasons, my real name won't be revealed.)

              ᨒ . . pronouns

                        ✶ (she/her/him/he)

            ᨒ . . gender

                        ✶ (I don't mind what gender you see me as.)

              ᨒ . . birthdate

                         ✶(12/07/2007)

               ᨒ . . zodiac

                        ✶(cancer)

               ᨒ . . chinese zodiac

                         ✶(boar)

              ᨒ . . current occupation

                         ✶(high school student, theater student, oil painting student, studying fashion)

              ᨒ . . aspiring occupation

                         ✶(flight attendant, film acting, model)

              ᨒ . . nationality

                        ✶(Brazilian)

              ᨒ . . birthplace

                        ✶(Brazil)

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ 𝐢𝐯. ︶︶︶

                                                     ꒰𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚໒꒱

                                                       ི─͜͡𖤓͜͡─ྀ

              ᨒ . . mbti

                        ✶(INFP)

               ᨒ . . usual mood

                        ✶(calm)

               ᨒ . . vibes n aura

                        ✶(based on my friends' answers: coffee, fog, rain, autumn, winter, gray cats, old books, Japanese fashion 2000s)

               ᨒ . . personality desc.

                        ✶ (I am infp, introverted, quiet, calm. I suffer from diagnosed sociopathic personality disorder, currently taking medication. The way I see myself, I see someone with a naturally grumpy or serious facial expression, people tend to say that my face gives off an air of arrogance so I haven't had much experience of people approaching me first. I admit to having a certain insensitivity towards the people around me, as well as selfishness, especially with food as I don't like sharing. I didn't want to undergo treatment for my personality, but I'm doing it out of pure necessity because I know that I will have to communicate socially in the future, whether I want to or not. I have an unhealthy tendency to self-destruct emotionally, I think it's a way of forcing emotions within myself when I think I'm feeling few emotions or that it's been a while since I cried.

                        I have a certain love for small things. When I say small things, I say that I like insects, buttons, a broken cup that was glued together, stuffed animals covered in dust, the smell of the morning in the countryside, the sound of birds, the silent moment of having dinner alone at night and so on... I honestly don't see meaning in life, I don't look for meaning either, I don't care about the meaning of life. Maybe I have a pessimism of thinking that life is horrible, and everything is fine, I shrug my shoulders and continue eating my cold pasta that I forgot to heat up.

                      I'm an eclectic person, I love all styles, all subcultures, that includes music. My music style being a mix of Jazz, classical, gothic, rock, punk, acoustic etc. My clothing style is also mixed, I try my best to expose my personality with my clothes, I like dark, I like pastel, I like neon, I like art in general. My favorite style of clothing is punk and gothic.

                      When I finally gain intimacy, I tend to laugh too much, think too much about the person I care about, people like to say that I'm a fool for giving too much of my loyalty to people, but I don't care. Since you are my friend, my loyalty will be with you. I don't have the capacity to be angry, when I'm irritated or upset, I stay quiet, I withdraw from everyone until I feel good enough. I can't seriously yell or swear at someone, any more than I can physically fight someone.

                     Contradicting my insensitivity, I am stupidly sensitive to small and unimportant things that have a huge impact on me. I can be a bit childish sometimes, I just try to live lightly like a child because I think I already have too much weight to bear. So I don't see a problem with being childish. (obviously, at certain times) I end up apologizing too much without wanting to, I tend to apologize first even though it's not my fault to save any possible fights.)

              ᨒ . . positive traits

                       ✶(loyal)

                       ✶(Creative)

                       ✶(Patient)

                       ✶(Listener)

             ᨒ . . negative traits

                        ✶(self-destructive tendency)

                        ✶(Insensitivity)

                        ✶(Selfish)

                        ✶(Avoid conflict)

               ᨒ . . habits

                        ✶ (paint, draw)           

                        ✶(sleep hugging pillow)

                        ✶(write poems)

              ᨒ . . pet peeves

                        ✶Loud noises

               ᨒ . . likes

                        ✶Cats and NANA

                        ✶Anime, Manga, Cartoon 

                        ✶History, Philosophy, Sociology, Poetry

                        ✶Japanese culture

               ᨒ . . dislikes

                        ✶Betrayal 

                        ✶Rude people

                        ✶Disrespect

                        ✶People who shout during arguments 

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ ︶︶︶

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ 𝐯. ︶︶︶

               ꒰𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞໒꒱

                 ི─͜͡𖤓͜͡─ྀ

              ᨒ . . sexuality

                        ✶(Demiromantic | Pansexual)

               ᨒ . . ideal partner

                        ✶ Aesthetically speaking, I'm attracted to people who dress up in styles from subcultures like punk, goth, etc. Other than that, the person should be respectful.

               ᨒ . . ideal date

                        ✶Be respectable.

               ᨒ . . is romance important to me?

                        ✶ (Yes. Deep. I see love as something intimate and extremely serious. I have an aversion to things like people who go to parties to kiss strangers. Love is something I admit I would die for.)

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ ︶︶︶

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ 𝐯𝐢. ︶︶︶

                                                    ꒰𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭໒꒱       

                                                      ི─͜͡𖤓͜͡─ྀ

              ᨒ . . deep talks or small talks

                        ✶ (deep talks)

              ᨒ . . spirituality or science

                         ✶ (spirituality)

              ᨒ . . big events or small events

                         ✶ (depends on the event)

              ᨒ . . introverted or extroverted

                        ✶ (introverted)

              ᨒ . . lust or love

                        ✶ (love)

              ᨒ . . fight or flight

                        ✶ (flight)

              ᨒ . . partying or staying in

                        ✶ (staying in)

              ᨒ . . sugar or spice

                        ✶ (sugar)

              ᨒ . . winter or summer

                        ✶ (winter)

              ᨒ . . tea or coffee

                        ✶ (coffee)

              ᨒ . . chaos or peace

                        ✶ (both)

              ᨒ . . flora or fauna

                         ✶ (fauna)

              ᨒ . . beach or forest

                        ✶ (forest)

              ᨒ . . outdoors or indoors

                        ✶ (answer here)

              ᨒ . . dark or pastel

                         ✶ (both)

              ᨒ . . day or night

                        ✶ (night)

              ᨒ . . leader or follower

                        ✶ (follower)

              ᨒ . . outspoken or not

                         ✶ (no)

              ᨒ . . revenge or passion

                        ✶ (passion)

              ᨒ . . hugs or kisses

                        ✶ (hugs)

              ᨒ . . feminine or masculine

                        ✶ (both)

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ ︶︶︶

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ 𝐯𝐢𝐢. ︶︶︶

               ꒰𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡໒꒱

                 ི─͜͡𖤓͜͡─ྀ

              ᨒ . . Physical health

                        ✶Average. I have low blood pressure, anemia, I broke my foot 3 times, but I'm fine.

              ᨒ . . Mental health

                        ✶Questionable 

               ᨒ . . how do they maintain their mental?

                        ✶

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ ︶︶︶

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ 𝐯𝐢𝐢𝐢. ︶︶︶

                                                     ꒰𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞໒꒱

                                                       ི─͜͡𖤓͜͡─ྀ

              ᨒ . . height

                         ✶1'73

               ᨒ . . hair

                        ✶ (Short, black, (naturally wavy), currently straight)

              ᨒ . . weight

                         ✶50kg

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ ︶︶︶

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ‧₊˚ 𝐱𝐢𝐢. ︶︶︶

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