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General

I love experimenting with alt and unrecognizable makeup because it lets me completely transform my appearance into something abstract or otherworldly. Whether it’s obscuring features, creating distorted shapes, or blending unexpected elements, I enjoy pushing the limits of what makeup can do. It’s less about beauty and more about expression—turning my face into a canvas for something strange and unique. The same goes for my sketches. I like drawing weird, abstract, or unsettling imagery that doesn’t follow traditional rules. Distorted figures, eerie concepts, and unexplainable designs are what keep it interesting for me. Both makeup and art give me the space to create without limits, embracing the unusual and the unexpected.

Music

My playlist is all over the place, but that’s exactly how I like it. One minute, I’m headbanging to KoRn, Slipknot, or Deftones, getting lost in the heavy riffs and raw energy. The next, Lana Del Rey comes on, and suddenly I’m in a cinematic daydream, drowning in nostalgia. Then Arctic Monkeys pull me back with their sharp lyrics and effortlessly cool indie grooves. It’s chaotic, but it makes sense to me—music isn’t just about sticking to one genre, it’s about feeling every emotion, from aggression to melancholy to pure vibe.

Movies

I’ve always been drawn to movies that blend horror, romance, and gothic vibes, creating worlds that feel darkly enchanting and deeply emotional. There’s something captivating about eerie atmospheres, shadowy cinematography, and stories that explore love and fear in equal measure. Whether it’s the tragic beauty of forbidden romance, the unsettling thrill of supernatural horror, or the haunting elegance of gothic settings, these films speak to me on a deeper level. I love how they mix passion with danger, beauty with darkness, and love with the macabre. Movies like *Bram Stoker’s Dracula* and *Crimson Peak* embody everything I adore—the hypnotic visuals, the poetic storytelling, and the feeling of being completely lost in a world where romance and horror intertwine in the most mesmerizing way.

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