♡ vivienne ♡

i really enjoy watching youtube, mainly vloggies and sketchbook tours but i also have a lot of video essays i wanna watch however my attention span is rlly low... >n<. i also like pinterest, as saving pins and organising them is so therapeutic for me !! i also wanna get more into religion and research about it. i used to be religious but not anymore, but, nevertheless, it still interest me a lot o( ^_^)z! the main religions i wanna learn more about is paganism, catholicism, satanism and luciferianism! i love love LOVE conspiracy theories, even though i don't believe in most of them... or do i? i just think it's cool to speculate things that usually aren't questioned, or things we believe purely because that's what we've always been taught, or stuff that's been indoctrinated into our minds from a young, impressionable age. i also really like space! i'm getting more and more into it, but as of now i don't know a lot O_o. i adore my original characters, i could yap about them for years and years !! i specifically love making characters because i puts bits of my own trauma into all of my characters, which really helps me to relate to them and understand my suffering from perhaps a different perspective! i also really like fashion, especially fashion that is outlandish, messy and unconventional, but i also enjoy fashion that's sleek, minimalistic and simple. the fashion that i would personally wear is mori kei! i wanna get into true crime but i'm a big baby and don't wanna get traumatised (O - O ;). additionally, i cherish history, especially the edo period, the roaring twenties and world war two, but i would like to get more into ancient greece and rome !! i'm also a roblox girly, and i especially enjoy dress to impress, i still play royale high but a lot less (iykyk... TT). i also love the paranormal, but as i said, i'm a big baby, and while i do wanna find out more about it, i'm scaredd \(˚☐˚”)/.

i think the music i relate with the most is mitski's, and then lana del rey's, especially since i have a personal interpretation of the songs they both make. i'm trying to get more into gothic music, but atm the only goth artists i listen to are she wants revenge and type o negative :3. i've also just recently gotten into vkei, and the groups im listening to are gulu gulu, kaneto-juusei and malice mizer! i also really like mindless self indulgence & raggedy angry, and ik msi are quite problematic, but their music is fire !! i don't really like associating myself with the kpop fandom, but i listen to a few kpop groups. the only bg i frequently listen to is ateez, while ggs i listen to are aespa, new jeans, ive and illit. quite recently, i've gotten into lamp, i don't know why but their music makes me really happy!

i remember watching sucker punk around midnight and crying so loud i probably woke up the whole street LMAO. it's a great movie and while i wish i watched when i was younger, as it would've helped me with issues and realise certain things, i'm glad i ended up watching it eventually, as a pin about it had been rotting in one of my boards. i have watched four movies from the saw franchise, and so far, i love them! the first one will always have my heart (#adamisaliveandwell) AND HOFFMAN OMG OMG he's so fine i'd let him put a reverse bear trap on my face. i also love all the james bond with daniel craig, he's such a good james bond !! him and q are so fine and i will die on that hill \(๑ -`. ‘- ๑)/. i also really liked deadpool and wolverine, do they count as old man yaoi?? i've also watched thirteen, and OMG i though my life was bad at thirteen !! that movie really made me reflect on what my life could've been, i'll always remember that. and star trek (2009) OMG !! how is everyone so fine?? one of my comfort movies fr, i always watch in on my birthday, christmas, ALWAYS (㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ). OH AND ALSO THE HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAM !!! frollo is soo fine !! i want a man that will burn down a whole country for me U__U. more movies i've watched and enjoyed include midsomma, the pianist, the imitation game, europa europa, maze runner, hunger games and wayy more :3

inside job, rick and morty, south park, hannibal, scott pilgrim takes off, moral orel, young justice, ouran high school host club, vampire hunter d, vampire night, visual prison, sk8 the infinity, trigun stampede, alien stage, the amazing digital circus

the picture of dorian gray, i have no mouth and i must scream, alex rider series, larten crepsley series, i am a hitman, how to stop time, the handmaid's tale, the outrage crime and punishment, my own books ehehe

the picture of dorian gray, i have no mouth and i must scream, alex rider series, larten crepsley series, i am a hitman, how to stop time, the handmaid's tale, the outrage crime and punishment, my own books ehehe

captain curly and harlan ellison of course !! you don't even know how badly i wanna meet harlan ellison! imagine getting into a writer's books and falling in love with their silly personality and their prose only to find out their DEAD?? i am going to rise him from the dead!