teno

About me:

over the past 2 years i think i've really developed into my own person. when i was younger, i tended to copy other people around me as a way to get along with people quickly and I never felt truely my authentic self in public spaces. im fairly certain what experiences during my childhood made me this way, but i've matured enough (especially this last summer of 2025) to get over that hump. I've always been an artistically driven person in all it's forms. visual, sonically, physically, verbally. I've put a lot of effort into finding artists that are ACTUALLY unique to me which has helped my... personal aesthetic for the lack of a better word. the next hump to get over is procrastination... that has to be the hardest and I think everyone knows that lol. aside from the artistic side of me, i've found that i often overcompensate for being a quiet person by being way too loud. finding a tone to stay at has always been an issue for me, my teachers in elementary even complained about it. think ill stick to being quiet, it's so much calmer even though people still find a way to talk shit anyway lol. i dont know if i should get into my love-troubles or not but yolo i think. i've had one short lived relationship in middle school that was really innocent. neither of us had a clue what we were doing, it was a sweet time though. it wasn't until maybe halfway through 10th i started actually wanting somebody to build a relationship with, but out of like 7 (yes, 7) people ive had interest in and talked to, ive absolutely zero no success. i'm not sure what i've done to deserve that. nor do i think the about me section of my spacehey profile is the best place to vent about my hopeless lack of connection with people... the blog is for that :). anyways i feel like writing more but im not sure what. not a mink newgen btw.

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