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General

This is gonna be a long ass scroll. Have some of these ╰(*´︶`*)╯ (if u want thoo) 🍞🧀🥚🍳🧈🥞🧇🥓🍗🍖🌭🍔🍟🍕🫔🧆🥘🫕🍲🍜🍝🍛🍣🍱🥟🍤🍙🍚🍘🍡🍢🥮🍨🍦🧁🍰🎂🍬🍫🍿🍩🍪☕️🍵🧃🥤🍶🍻🍷🥃🍸🍾🥄🍴🍽️ Honestly I love to just yap but it takes a lot for me to genuinely connect with people. Like I love to talk in blogs and irl, but GODDD is it difficult finding people like me. I don’t mean it in a ‘omg I’m so different…🥺’ way, but more like a ‘my personality is so incredibly complex and difficult that it’s overwhelming and frustrating to deal with unless you have an ungodly amount of patience or you have good communication skills’ THATS ANOTHER THING. I absolutely fucking HATEEE people who can’t communicate. I say a lot of outrageous shit that ranges from “so what do you think happens once we die?” To “so what kind of kinks do you have and what do you think brought that kink up to you.” And i absolutely hate a mf who plays along with it so they can speak and then get uncomfortable when i wanna speak next. NO. NO MA’MMMM i absolutely need a mutual connection. No, “omg hey friend I use for emotional validation but don’t give the same cuz I’m not emotionally mature enough for it yet or I just flat out don’t want to cuz it’s too much work! ^^” It’s either we’re both clicking and we’re both there for one another or that’s it. ALSO. Boundaries, i absolutely need boundaries if im gonna be friends w someone. But this is also a double edged sword cuz it’s like, I don’t communicate in a normal way I communicate in a way that needs constant reassurance because I have absolutely batshit terrible memory. (/srs I bashed my skull open when I was 1 and almost bashed it open again when I was 15 cuz of a severe mental breakdown. I’m good now but I can barely remember jackshit 😎 also my hearing is horrendous 😭🙏) Honestly I think that’s about it, but other than that it’s mostly just stuff like, I REALLY like Games like tag, hide nd seek, volley ball, long walks, sleeping with people in the same bed but not in a sexual way (perchance), physical connections with others (stuff like handholding, head kisses and just physical intimacy that isn’t forced. I don’t really have that many limits with women but it can get a bit messy w men since I was raised mostly around Polynesian women and there aren’t a lot of physical boundaries in that kind of upbringing. BUT that doesn’t mean I won’t respect your boundaries, unless it’s like you absolutely despise being touched at all. That is a sort of NEED when being a friend so while we could text a lot online I feel like I wouldn’t want it to progress more than that. Perchance), weird gifts, shells, princess treatment (I am a very difficult person, so it’s kind of a given? I won’t force it on people but I am incredibly high maintenance so if you don’t wanna I won’t force ya. But I will cut you off for the both of us yk?), night walks/rides, weird jewellery, long talks, Pinterest, dad jokes, men with long hair (that shit makes me go FERAL. Respectfully ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪ ) the beach, learning about random stuff, and making things. Thank you if you read this much tho, your attention span is very long! :D

Music

Kate bush, Ichiko Aoba, Liana Flores, Jack stauber, satanicpornocultshop (I’ve only listened to Arkhaiomelisdonophunikherato tho), The marshmallow kisses, weirdo girl, illuminati hotties, siouxxie sixxta, Franz Ferdinand, Alex G, Tv girl, Lumi anthena, Insane clown posse, Ayesha Erotica, Emezie, Destroy Boys, VIAL and Worthikids:DDD

Movies

Tokyo revengers, Windbreaker, Dorohedoro, Adventure time, regular show, mouth washing, Brooklyn 99, Delicious in dungeons, midnight gospel, my little pony, demon slayer, Pucca and Garu, ok ko, Scott pilgrim (minus Scott), wakfu, All of studio ghibli. Trolls, Sinbad, Rama 1/2, one piece, dandadan, saiki k, Ice age, Alice in wonderland, Peter pan, the hunch back of notre dame, labyrinth and treasure planet :D

Television

I love all genres, except for shooting games. GOOD GODDDD those games are so frustrating, love em when I feel like them (which is RARE) but goddamn do I get too invested. I talk big game about any other genre if it’s like horror or dress up, but I swear on my life if it’s shooting and in it’s in a public game? IM DONE. TAPPED OUT, WALKING OUT, DONE. Never again bro I always embarrass myself 😭

Books

Atm my BIGGEST one is Dandadan but it’s mostly like the mixing between scifi and the supernatural. I absolutely ADORE anything ghost or just like magical related in general so dandadan was like a BIG hit for me. I love listening to things like Greek mythology or folk tales aswell so as long as it’s got like an interesting hook to it and it’s not just ‘scary ghost girl died and wants revenge on cheating husband’ I’m completely for it. I’m sat.

Heroes

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