꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚リヴァイ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱

About me:

１。守護天使

My life's always moving in cycles
I try to stay true yeah I treat that as vital
But I might have been misconstrued
When I assumed control was akin to survival

Only came to conclusions recently
Before that I was straight in denial
I let outside forces imprison me
And that’s when it all started to spiral

Change course from a simple encounter
A chain of events that were set in motion
But what i was left with after
I couldn’t be prouder with the things I’ve chosen

Still struggle with all the complexly
It's mindfulness that I’m still tryna master
I lost an Integra to gain some integrity
Yeah that’s a trade-off I’m glad I went after

꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱
꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱

２。FRUiTS

Mason Margiela my boots, Issey Miyake my suit
In Undercover made by Jun like we in an issue of FRUiTS 2002
Na they just can’t do, their waiting for sneakers in queues
Got Prada on me and its new, drop a grand on some shoes

Nova check, Nova check, yeah I might just go blow a check
On Ginza strip, shopping trip, yeah I might must buy me a fit
ESC all on me, Watanabe on my jeans
Yamamoto in the seams, that Takahashi aint free

Stockholm that’s my taste, got Eytys sneakers and they laced
Keep Aesop on my face so the only Acne that I got stay tied round my waist
To Dover Street yeah I walk, drop a grand with no remorse
They ask me 靴は何ですか？its Margiela of course

Might catch man out in Ginza, Hibiya line to Roppongi
They see Margiela on my feet tryna act sweet like they know me
Looking like its 03 UKG sipping Moet
All black head to toe ice cold yeah man be snowy

And all my trousers Issey Miyake so many options
And my whole fit archive courtesy of Yahoo auctions
Said never ask man how much these pieces be costing
Yeah I said never ask man how much these pieces be costing

꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱
꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱

３。GARÇON

HMESC on my boots
Black Yohji winter fleece and its new
Back lace on my boots, Ann Demeulemeester
And some black GDG Homme Plus just to match the features

天使みたい yeah that’s the life
天国に up in the sky
That’s what I bleed, in till I die
its 東星会 we angel like, got it tatted on my side

꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱
꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱

４。三軒茶屋

Yeah I’m sleek
In JPG
Telfar bag
na that aint cheap, I’m rocking ESC

Kapital Boro denim all on me
Dripped out in Number (N)ine from 03
Ann Demeulemeester yeah its clean
Ima match that with some archive CCP

Manifested everything I never dreamed about it
Posted up in 三軒茶屋 yeah I be about it
Agencies they tryna hire me ill think about it
But for now, Ima live and let it be

渋谷区遊ぶ
フォレストリミトに入ってる
後悔なんてない生きる
少なくとも二万時間かかる

疑心暗鬼になってる
天真爛漫が消える
薄暗い雰囲気が漂ってる
人間を信用できなくて気がして最悪

そんなの想像全然できなかった、衝撃だった
こんな体験あって、不信感強くなっちゃった
顔から火が出るぐらい恥ずかしかった
蜘蛛恐怖症みたいだった、めっちゃきもい、死にたかった

深淵の底で、閉じ込められて
凄く脱走したかったから準備し始めて
奴隷のように働いていて、頂上まで登った
結局絶対に頑張った甲斐あった、自由になった

守護天使が俺を連れて行ってもらった
幽玄的な異世界転生して生まれ変わった　
一瞬だけで、陶酔感な経験だった
悪戦苦闘だった、ちりつも、優勝になった

こういうことがずっと憧れ強く持った
理想な人生は妄想から現実になった
天国みたいな環境、時の流れ急に止まった
想像以上に天使みたい、嬉しかった

꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱
꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱

５。VIRTUAL

Started waking up early, put the time to good use
By around 730, meditation introduced
Double knees size thirty, buy them dirty never new
The way they sit on derby’s, hit the shoe like glue

All these habits brand new, mindfulness overdue
Yeah, it made my mind sturdy, kept me focused on the truth
That I’m only just learning, I can’t hold onto youth
Cause my body keeps dying, and it’ll all be over soon

Its all a dream I’m making a scene,
I dropped my 奨学金 on new Ann dees
In Laforet I dropped 諭吉 on some esc
留学生じゃない yeah my visa 長期間 do what I please

Got some boys at CSM, Got associates in STEM
Got some 文化学院の卒業生 in the blend, It never ends
段階的に I’m tryna make emends, I can pretend
Like this wasn’t the kind of future I was tryna manifest

I must confess
This new mind state feels like I’m wrapped up in Gore-Tex
Bad energy its beading off me like Arc’teryx
In Ann Demularmeester cause I know it fits the best I must confess like

Undercover size 5, wear that shit till I die
俺成り行きに絶対任せない　
I never leave it up to life, never leave it up to chance
Vibram sole its enhanced
刺し子 stitching on my pants

They always told me that I wont get, if I was smarter if I was present
地理も積もれば山となる that’s a saying that became imbedded, and I meant it
奴隷のように働いていて I worked like I was indebted
地獄の生活してた but I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t effective

꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱
꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱

６。AESOP

２０

My thoughts are getting darker as the sky becomes starry
Feel like this life’s been written by Haruki Murakami
Colourless like Tazaki, Isolation was unlikely
But I was left without an explanation I’m alone entirely

I guess its just the way the future folds
I hold on and I tryna to grow, at least an inch or so
I feel the touch of cold winter snow falling down bellow
I guess it’s time to go

Asakusa streets on a winter night
I’m so cold that I, Might just loose my mind
Head to toe, covered in Undercover just to stay alive

I should of just jumped on the Ginza line
But now my thoughts have really manifested past its prime
Na I can’t help but contemplate when I’m alone and tried

２１

I’m such a slave to this mind, these border line
Serotonin inconsistencies, yeah they leave me blind
Entering dyslectic states where I can’t read the sings
Every side of this cave is quite Plato like

Wrap myself undercover just so I can hide
Amongst Takahashi and Miyake with the pleated lines
Tryna change the tide inside of this faulty mind
Deep down its futile like Sisyphus I’m tryna strive

So I still attempt to take steps one at a time
Little Aesop on the face just to smooth the lines
It sounds strange but I’m terrified
That my body will completely decay over time how sublime

As I watch all my 20s fly by
As I watch all my organs slowly die
As I watch all my passion slowly dry
How sublime how sublime

２２

Colourless Tazaki pages filled with introspection
Pencil marks on the pages showing truest of intentions
I just take it as a lesson, irony with sour taste
To sympathise with Tazaki but to play the role of Shiro, what a waste

From integrated to accused of sin
Like Cesar in the senet stabbed repeatedly by next of kin
Like molten turned to iron in a form that was entirely set
And left in a place that felt dark and quite Kafkaesque

The chapters set, once again the butterfly effect
It works in funny ways, almost feels predeterminate
What was left in place was a trajectory so envious
Id sacrifice more than an Integra just to get to this

In a matter of days, all these years will finally manifest
The product of this suffering directly led to one intent to
Take all this flesh, that is only heading straight for death
And live a life that can only be described as quite Tenshiesque

２３

The first time I’m unshackled from my place of birth
Left in loving arms by a guardian that came to earth
All alone the butterfly effect it took its place
And I was guided blindly by an angel in a warm embrace

Could have spent my whole life in this euphoric state
Gratitude does not explain the feeling it conveyed
I was contained, in a Tenshiesque state every day
Those few months were so divine in every single kind of way, what a shame

In plain sight, white as day, and the fact I didn’t catch it I’ve got no one ells to blame
But when the lie comes straight to your face
And you hear the one word you’d always prayed they would say
I was completely blind

Moving cluelessly through passages of time
But some things they never change how can I say I’m surprised
Waking up from a nightmare only just to realise
The narrative was such an accurate depiction of my life, I’m fatigued

I’m worn out as can be
As my propensity deflates for putting faith in human beings
To lose hope, and abandon its impossible for me
So my intentions hold steady I’m as ready as can be

꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱
꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱

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