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General

Sleeping is my favorite escape. I love late-night car rides where the streets are empty and the music’s loud enough to drown out my thoughts. I go shopping not for trends, but to find things that feel like armor—lip gloss, eyeliner, silver jewelry. I play guitar and piano when my head gets too heavy, and I sing when I need to let the sadness out slowly. Sometimes I walk alone under the stars just to feel like I'm part of something bigger. Also, cats and bats own my heart completely.

Music

My music taste shifts with my mood, but I always come back to the same voices that feel like home when nothing else does. My Chemical Romance is practically a religion. I live for Evanescence, Falling in Reverse, Misfits, The Smashing Pumpkins, Limp Bizkit, Rammstein, Three Days Grace, The Cure, Frank Iero, Get Scared, Linkin Park...

Movies

I gravitate toward films that leave me a little haunted. Girl, Interrupted is a mirror I stare into more than I’d like to admit. Mean Girls because surviving girlhood is its own horror story. The Virgin Suicides makes me feel like I’m bleeding in pastel. I’m obsessed with The Batman (2022)—I love when heroes are just as broken as the villains. The Shining and Doctor Sleep feed my love for twisted beauty.

Television

I don’t watch much TV, but when I do, it’s always the ones that cut deep. Squid Game makes me feel too much, and House M.D is basically what happens when pain gets a medical degree. Broken people fascinate me.

Books

I read a lot when I’m too numb to speak. Stephen King always understands the horror behind human nature. Dazai Osamu makes me feel seen in the worst ways. Edgar Allan Poe is gothic romance and madness wrapped in poetry.

Heroes

Gerard Way taught me that art can be survival. My boyfriend reminds me that softness isn’t weakness. And my mom… she’s been through storms and still stands. If that’s not a hero, I don’t know what is.

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