fatma.09

General

"Cool girl. Men always use that, don’t they? As their defining compliment. She’s a Cool girl. Cool girl is hot. Cool girl is game. Cool girl is fun. Cool girl never gets angry at her man. She only smiles in a chagrin-loving manner and then presents her mouth for fucking. She like what he likes. So, evidently, he’s vinyl hipster who loves fetish monger. If he likes girls gone wild, she’s a mall babe who talks football and endures buffalo wings at Hooters. When I met Nick Dunne, I knew he wanted a cool girl and for him, I’ll admit, I was willing to try. I wax-stripped my pussy raw. I drank canned beer watching Adam Sandler movies. I ate cold pizza and remained a size 2. I blew him… semi-regularly. I lived in the moment. I was fucking game. I can’t say I didn’t enjoy some of it… Nick teased out in my things I didn’t know existed. A lightness, a humor, an ease. But I made him smarter, sharper, I inspired him to rise to my level. I forged the man of my dreams."

Music

anything by mitski and Lana del ray

Movies

gone girl,black swan, American psycho, the virgin s*****es, pride and prejudice, Emma, 10 things I hate about you, lolita, beautiful boy, the perks of being a wallflower, girl, interrupted thirteen, the witch, a marriage story, all the harry potter series, Jennifer's body, etc.

Television

TVD, the office, euphoria, any true crime documentaries tbh, inventing anna, maid, peaky blinders, etc.

Books

daisy jones and the six, the Spanish love deception, beach read, skin of the night, twisted games, hooked, every true crime book, the secret history, the cruel prince, the kingdom of the wicked, etc

Heroes

anyone who has never had and wont hurt me.