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About me:

Dear diary Mood, apathetic My life is spiraling downward I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert It sucks 'cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab My Heart Because I Love You" and "Rip Apart My Soul" And of course "Stabby Rip Stab Stab" And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either Like that guy from that band can do, some days you know I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs 'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag 'Cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dykes 'Cause emo is one step below transvestite Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don't jump around when I go to shows I must be emo I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sister's mascara, now I'm grounded for a week Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun They say, they already have a pussy, they don't need another one Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don't jump around when I go to shows I must be emo Dye in my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo I play guitar and write suicide notes I must be emo My life is just a black abyss, ya know, it's so dark And it's suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me, tightening its grip Tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans Which look great on me by the way When I get depressed, I cut my wrist in every direction Hearing songs 'bout getting dumped give me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses I tell my friends, I bleed black and cry during classes I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth You can read me "Catcher in the Rye" and watch me jack off I wear skintight clothes while hating my life If I said that I like girls, I'd only be half right I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo I must be emo Screw Xbox, I play old school Nintendo I must be emo I like to whine and hate my parentals I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones I must be emo My parents don't get me, ya know They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy Well, a couple guys but I mean it's the 2000's Can't two or four dudes make out with each other without being gay I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways I don't know, diary Sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me You're my best friend I feel like tacos

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