carmen (gods sweet angel!)

General

art is very important to me But i love illustration literature film and music especially! video games as well i love playing games my favorites are Reverse1999 and tf2! and minecraft for sure but thats kiiinda basic..,

Music

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/50xkyRnvHK5rDZgibjSuql ^ This is my main playlist breastfed (almost at 500 songs!) mitski is probably my very favorite artist but i also love mojave 3 as of recently as well as radiohead, jeff buckley, the cocteau twins, the cardigans, the sundays, the cranberries, the apples in stereo, bjork (!!!), radiohead, the smiths, and strawberry switchblade

Movies

my forever favorite as well as childhood film is the last unicorn but i also really love possession, brokeback mountain, mickey 17, taxi driver, creep and creep 2, midsommar, girl interrupted, fight club and jurassic park and alien (I really want to watch the thing)

Television

i dont watch much tv but i do love neon genesis and serial experiments lain! theyre probably my favorite televised series though i actually dislike most anime, And i also did like the first season of arcane but greatly dislike the second

Books

I really like comics unfortunately But im decently well versed in some classics Though those two are about the only literature i read lol My favorite comics are dungeon meshi, scott pilgrim, blue period, the summer hikaru died and the nge manga! My favorite books are the last unicorn, the picture of dorian gray, alices adventures in wonderland, i have no mouth and i must scream, flowers for algernon, lolita (THE BOOK) And im currently reading all quiet on the western front (Which ill be finishing later in life oml) and the secret history!

Heroes

i dont have many real life heroes because famous people in the real world tend to end up being pretty terrible eventually lol But ive got a few characters i really look up to! Regulus from reverse 1999 is a rocker beatlehead from the 60s and she always makes me feel like living for the little things matters too She keeps me going because being alive and having fun sometimes is the most important act of rebellion! (That and pirating lol), susanna kaysen (Specifically the fictionalized character in the film) Shes a brave and strong girl whos recovery is marked with progress and relapse but she cares about getting better and she was a huge inspiration to me at the time as someone who was scared and lost and unsure about possible treatments Shes a good reminder that its okay to make mistakes as long as you keep trying and dont give up on yourself! Also asuka from neon genesis evangelion I really related to her at 14 and shes a part of me still as i keep growing