Clevortal

General

• creative stuff, unusual people, and convos that don’t sound like a podcast 

BASIC NEEDS & WANTS:

- webtoon, wattpad, WW2 documentaries,  pen paling 

- food, sleep, sweets, migraine pills

-roblox myth hunting, SCP, puzzle games, hieroglyphics, mountaineering, Muay thai, traveling, history, philosophy, geopolitics, or anything cognitive related to activities & daily use 

-anything dreamcore related or Backrooms 

Small poem I wrote.

Titled: Self-Contained “Split” 

11•20•25

There is something wrong with me,

though I have done nothing 

to harbor such feelings.

I forgive those who wrong me, 

I do not fight those who provoke me.

But there is an empty truth 

I cannot forgive within me.

My chest is locked.

The key is gone.

I am happy

but feel nothing.

What is this?

Something missing,

so unnerving.

Clear but faded.

There is a woman inside me

with a man’s temper.

She frightens me

but protects me. 

It’s confusing

she would rather slit her throat 

than speak to me.

I stay quiet. 

Shadows sleep around me,

but I must remain awake.

Once morning,

people look at me empty,

but I am too full.

Split.

Like chewing

with nothing to swallow,

my belly grows a mouth

and starts eating me.

Opening a wound so deep 

it refuses pain as medicine.

The language of it’s labels fail,

through metaphors always bridges,

It’s prophecy is the only way.

So listen.

Don’t ignore me.

I cannot cure what is wrong with you.

I can only stop myself from being infected.

So we will live apart

inside the same body.

Do you understand?

DO NOT OVERLOAD ME.

You want to know me, 

but you refuse to listen.

I am not sick.

Stop taking care of me!

DON’T CATEGORIZE ME!!

There is two of us speaking.

Only one is witnessed.

Music

Mixed taste:

-RNB 

-Indie 

-Punk Rock

-Electro 

-Nightcore 

-Classical 

-Metal and sometimes country if the lyrics makes me sentimental

Movies

I can’t think of any I really like.

Television

*Criminal Minds

*Courage The Cowardly Dog

*Rick and Morty 

*Mob Psycho 

*Jurassic World Chaos Theory 

(I am a conspiracist.) 

*Black Lagoon 

*Tomb Raider

*The Last Of Us

*The Walking Dead

Books

Most that Resonates:

I have no mouth and I must scream - by Harlan Ellison 

 And ‘The Giving Tree’ - by Shel Silverstein

Heroes

Me!! I’m not evil, I know it.

(Daring Do my fav MLP & guess how I got into writing!!)

She’s my idol for archery. 

(Jang Ha-ri an underrated archetype in the kdrama ‘All of Us Are Dead’ - who I aspire to be if the end of the world happens & is relatable by being “overlooked” in order to survive.) 

Instagram

@ringleadermirikit