lilnoe

"Pursuing a dream only I can see."

A white hawk chasing a kingdom beyond the reach of ordinary men.

Last active:
1787340755

Mood: Calm before conquest.

View my: Blog | Forum Topics

Contacting lilnoe

Add to Friends

Add to Favorites

Send Message

Forward to Friend

Instant Message

Block User

Add to Group

Report User

SpaceHey URL:

https://spacehey.com/lilnoe

lilnoe's Interests

General	Robotics, cyberpunk futures, castles, strange ambitions, and learning how things work well enough to take them apart.
Music	Old consoles, broken hardware, retro technology, vintage cars, Lego, and anything that rewards patience, precision and obsession.
Movies	Berserk, Evangelion, Devilman Crybaby, Owari no Seraph, Higurashi, Cyberpunk: Edgerunners, Steins;Gate, Attack on Titan, Chainsaw Man, Jujutsu Kaisen, Junji Ito, Tokyo Ghoul, Death Note, The Summer Hikaru Died, Banana Fish, Erased, Elfen Lied, Invincible, Adventure Time, Rick and Morty.
Television	Zelda, Persona, Elden Ring, Sekiro, Cyberpunk, Zero Escape, Saya no Uta, Danganronpa, Final Fantasy, Devil May Cry, Life is Strange, Assassin's Creed, Phasmophobia.
Books	Vampires, cosplay, old consoles, pale-haired characters, doomed yaoi, dark rooms, ruined beauty, and things that look too delicate to survive.
Heroes	Griffith above all. Also Makima, House, Rick, Ryo, Asuka, Denji, David Martinez, Deadpool, Eric Cartman, and other characters who make their flaws look like a philosophy.

lilnoe's Links

Instagram	@jodidaparanoia
Twitter	@jodidaparanoia_
Website	steamcommunity.com/id/liln0e

lilnoe's Latest Blog Entries [View Blog]

There are no Blog Entries yet.

lilnoe's Blurbs

About me:

She/her. Spanish and English. ENTP. 2002.

A record of obsessions, unfinished stories, doomed pairings, beautiful ruins, vampires, machines, and dreams that refuse to die quietly.

psychological / tragic / cyberpunk / sacred / ruined

View my MyAnimeList

Who I'd like to meet:

Among thousands of comrades and ten thousand enemies, only you, only you made me forget my dream. I see it!

I feel no responsibility to comrades who've lost lives under my command. Because they chose to fight in each battle. Just as I chose this. But if there is something that I can do for them. Something I can do for the dead. Then it is to win! I must keep winning to attain my dream. The same one they clung to, and risked their lives for! To realize my dream, I will perch on top of their corpses. It is a blood-smeared dream, after all. I don't regret or feel guilty about it.

For me, you are just the bricks I use to build the path to my dream.

While many can pursue their dreams in solitude, other dreams are like great storms, blowing hundreds, even thousands, of dreams apart in their wake. Dreams breathe life into men and can cage them in suffering. Men live and die by their dreams. But long after they have been abandoned, they still smolder deep in men's hearts. Some see nothing more than life and death. They are dead, for they have no dreams.

I would rather fight for my dream than live for another's.

It is my perception that a true friend never relies on another's dream. A person with the potential to be my true friend must be able to find his reason for life without my help. And he would have to put his heart and soul into protecting his dream. He would never hesitate to fight for his dream, even against me. For me, a true friend is one who stands equal on those terms.

A man who cannot bear to sacrifice anything, can never change anything.

A man who has no ambition, no dream to cling to, is less than dead. But those who pursue their dreams too desperately may one day find themselves unable to see anything else. They sacrifice their flesh, their blood, their comrades, and eventually even their own soul. Yet still they continue forward. Because turning back would mean admitting that everything they sacrificed was meaningless.