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โœฎ I'm a slow responder and I use tone tags a lot.
โœฎ I'm critical of my interests, nothing is inherently perfect or good, so iโ€™m mindful of the source material: humans are inherently political, and so is the media we consume in one way or another.
โœฎ please do not recommend me on any other platform, especially tiktok (or at least give me a link). i like to keep my mental illness contained.
โœฎ Im pretty vocal about what strikes my mind so please approach with good faith. You're always welcome to disagree with me. im not infallible im just some guy with thoughts.
โœฎ Everything depicted in my blogs is fictional, people without names are not real, yada yada.


currently I'm into cry of fear/afraid of monsters, soulsborn, fear and hunger, identity v, silent hill (2&4) and different args. Now I play cookie run kingdom, ff14 and reverse:1999. I also replay my favourite nitro+chiral novels often. I like to rewatch 4 hour long videos on horror subjects, learn new languages and collect old video games stuff. and toro inoue. he brings me immerse joy.


Disco Elysium, Sky: children of the light, OFF, DMC series, Pathologic, Identity V, Dorohedoro, Ajin, Chainsaw Man, Mob Psycho 100, Metalocalypse, Cookie Kingdom, Animal Crossing, Silent Hill, Fear and Hunger, a lot of pixel horror games (aka Ib, Misao, etc), Bloodborne, Vocaloids and Project Diva in general.


Type O Negative, The Cure, Disturbed, Gorillaz, MCR, Placebo, OOMPH!, Malice Mizer, Buck-Tick, Alizbar, Will Wood, AURORA, Florence + Machine. I listen to a lot of things, sometimes it's even audiobooks or podcasts. my last podcast was the magnus archives, but it was too long ago to remember anything. might revisit it someday. good recomendations are appreciated.


My longest fixations in terms of games are Ib, Cry of Fear, DMC 4, Silent Hill 2 and Silent Hill: The Room, Fear and Hunger: Termina, Identity V, Lamento: Beyond the Void, I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream, The Forest of Drizzling Rain, Togainu no chi, Phenomeno, Sanitarium, Pathologic 2, Darkwood, Cartagra, Downfall (2009), The Crooked Man, Penumbra series, s.t.a.l.k.e.r., CINERIS SOMNIA.


What Flavour Are You? Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.

I am bitter and twisted. Expect from me acerbic humour and sharp commentary. While I may seem nasty at first, I'm actually quite good company if I like you, so long as you don't mind a bit of cutting to the chase. What Flavour Are You? Which Hatsune Miku Nendoroid Model Are You?
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About me:

โ™ฑ๐Ÿฐโ™กโ™ฑ ๐“‚ƒ โ™ฑ๐Ÿฐโ™กโ™ฑ
hi! i'm joxaren or jox, here to blog and post stuff from my life.
I am completely immersed in myself, in thoughts about myself. apathetic, thoughtless, fearful. I have nothing to tell, ever, to anyone. but I guess almost half of my life with chronic illness made a toll on me and I need to start pouring my thoughts somewhere to see the bright side of things someday. so it will be here I guess.
I am 23 years old and I'm from Belarus. I speak english with crooked grammar, belarusian, greek and russian, tho I prefer not to use it anymore. rn I'm learning italian.
My autism and bpd make me really passive, but I enjoy a lot of fandoms and were part of a huge amount of them.

Who I'd like to meet:

I don't mind interacting with both adults or minors who share interests with me, but be warned that although I'm willing to speak with minors, if I'll feel uncomfortable with their actions or questions our dialogue might end abruptly. You can dm me anytime, though Iโ€™m functioning by european time zone.

if you are racist, homophobe, transphobe, ableist, sexists, -phile, if you like shota or loli stuff, support adult+minor ships or incest-coded ships, call real people traps/futas, identify as fundanshi/fujoshi, ship incest or real ppl, like noncon/rape, sexualise minors etc. ed/sh accounts, blogs that post about Christianity frequently, age regress/ddlg accounts. There is no place for politics either. or cis men. I don't like them in general.

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thank u for adding me ;33 ur profile is so cool and unique!!l!!โ˜†

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Angel's egg pfp spotted ๐Ÿ’•

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nebrine ๏ธปโ•ฆฬตฬตฬฟโ•คโ”€

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page tuff asl also w game fixations lmao

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YAYYY HI I love your layout too, very unique! also PUPPET COMBO THE GOAT PFP we love to see it!! ^_^

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profile is really relaxing and pfp is amazing, love it

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just got to fully see yours and wowie!! underwater world!!! adding some fishes and I'll stay and live here tbh!

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I stole ur fishs and put them on my profile, hope you dont mind <3

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ofc ofc!! add more if u can, to give it life ^^

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Love ur Page !!

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thank you dear!! I like yours too! c:

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I like your page!

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why thank you for your kind words! :]

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YOUR PROFILE IS SO COOL omg.. i love the audio too :3

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ahhhh thank you, fellow funger enjoyer! this song is ะบะพะฒั‹ะปัŒ by Alizbar ั:

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your profile is very cool!! ( โœงะ”โœง)

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thank you, your kagamine's shrine acc is so sweet looking too! <ะทะท

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omg thank you heheh!!!

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haha, thank you! I think you are coolest goober too c:

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oh thank you! glad to see funger enjoyers around here! c:

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absolutely in love with your profile! ๐Ÿค๏ธ๐Ÿค

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ahhh, thank you! I adore yours too! (ยดโ€ข โšช โ€ข`)โ‹‘ๆ—ฆ

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ahaha, no problem! thank you!

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If you like wacky music, give our channel a try.


We're playing the wackiest mix ever! Check it out!

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Heyy I love your profile!! Its super cool looking! Greetings from another n+c and enstars fan :)

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we are so rare those days, better stick together!!!

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Like an endangered species we need 2 find eachother o7

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tysm for the add!! your layout is very cool, so atmospheric~

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ty!! it's as simple as I can make it so it won't stress me with brightness

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Heads up I do post abt Christianity frequently but only bcs it's a hyperfix

U can avoid those posts if u need to tho, hope well get along otherwise 0:3

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I looked through your post and it's quite okay to see memes, so no problem! c:

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WHOOPEEE!! I'm so glad!

I don't want people to mistake me for a serious Christian or anything (espeically cuz I'm, yk, an atheist )

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WOAHHH!!! how did YOU end up in the CIRCUS!!!???

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wanted to have something happy around! Also, sad clowns are parts of the show too, so, honk! :]

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hi! thx for the add, nice to see someone who also likes cookie run :)

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npnp! cappuccino cookie brought me back to fandom. he's such a nice looking fella! :]

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