eylül kar 💽

General

i love music and ethereal,(creatively) aesthetic or genuinely emotional media both digital and physical

i love socialising but i hate loudness and crowds and stuff ;-; id rather just be doing something cool or chill like hanging out and talking or doing some activity like i was bleaching clothes with my friend a couple weeks ago or thrifting i love thrifting and looking for cool clothes cds and books and stuff usually on my own but sometimes with friend or my girlfriend:3 i really like stuff but im so broke so i cant buy enough and usually the stuff isnt even expensive its niche and old and cool but i need moneyyyyyyss :/ i also like going on walks but not much lately but i always listen to music and have headphones on everywhere all the time cos i love music

i love being with my girlfriend more than anything time flows from a bottomless hourglass when im with her she is my life essence

Music

ive played a turkish string instrument called a saz my whole life, although i dont particularly listen to very much turkish music but i enjoy playing and i can play anything on it so its a really good creative outlet for me i got a guitar off fb marketplace for super cheap recently so im trying to learn that now (open to advice *o*)

i also pirated ableton a couple years ago (swag) and really enjoy electronic music production, and then now i record a riff i make on my saz on my phone and upload it to ableton and add a bunch of effects to make it sound super fucking cool- kinda like shoegazeyish, which is very unconventional for saz, and im gonna make a project out of it i have a few pieces right now but i also wanna sing on them and make them super good <3

for music i listen to i mainly enjoy punk rock, prog rock, indie rock, psychedelic rock, emo, screamo (serenade me with bombs), sometimes metal, underground jrock, shoegaze, indie, alternative, electronic, pop punk (NOT overrated), jazz (in moderation), classical

fav artists: cocteau twins, broadcast, the smiths, swirlies, teen suicide, jaydes, claude debussy (intentionally next to jaydes btw), ptv, pwsn, dean blunt, amy winehouse, les rallizes denudes, suishou no fune, february, slowdive, the strokes, mamaleek, psychic tv, high rise, hermit, angel'in heavy syrup, ecco2k, 乙女絵画, sinema, american football, beach house, among others...

Movies

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Television

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Books

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Heroes

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