Hayanomi mei

General

music, guitar, metal, alt music, anime, games, cosplay, japanese stuff, alt fashion, collecting random shit, making random shit, astronomy, the moon, stars, late nights, staying awake at 3am, sitting around listening to music, learning uselessly specific things, finding obscure artists, old internet stuff, weird electronics, DIY stuff, and whatever random obsession I picked up this week (>w<) also: being tired, staring at the ceiling, questioning my life choices, having a minor existential crisis at 3am, disappearing into my own little world, going on walks at 3am just so i can get a little bit of peace for myself while i have blood dripping from my thighs and shoulders just to get hit on by some drunk creep on my way to a cafe while in full fem wear then coming home and pretending everything is fine :3

Music

If it tickles my ears right its in my playlist 

Favorite artists/groups - songs :

• Mirror Maiden - Saint Junkies
• Paramore - Decode
  
• Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong 
• My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words 
• Heaven Pierce Her - Pandemonium 
• Aisagasu Eyeshadow - Ex;curse Valvet (2026 ver.)
• Limp Bizkit - My Generation 
• MF DOOM - Doomsday 
• Malace Mizer - Au Revoir 
• Mejibray - 羽花 (SM #2 Ver.)
• HIM - Join Me In Death
• Sidney Gish - Imposter Syndrome 
• Lucy Bedroque - How To Pretend
• Toby fox - Neverending Night 
• bôa - Duvet
• Ayesha Erotica - Emo Boy

Please recommend me artists/songs

Movies

Dont really watch movies so pleaseeee recommend

Television

Call of the night, Evangelion, JJBA, Kat & Sam, Your lie in april, A silent voice, Gachiakuta, Takopi’s original sin, House, The fragrant flowers bloom with dignity, Apothecary diaries, Domestic girlfriend, Mushoku tensei, TTWIGRAAS, Rick and morty, onimai 

Books

Mostly lovecraftrian horror or some of the things I borrowed from hg (you know what type of books she reads even if you dont know her)

Heroes

Dead friend NO.1 2009-2021(RIP | Suicide in a closed parking lot)

Dead friend NO.2 2005-2026(RIP | Motorslice collision with tree)

Fly high motherfuckers