꒰ა 𓏼 nikolai 𓏼 ໒꒱

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General	horror . psychology . art . sewing . baking . collecting things . shopping talking to people . injury / illness. alternative fashion, music, etc. mainly vkei though i enjoy many others. i'm indecisive so layout themes may change often . . . some day i'd like to learn to skateboard,, blahblahblah. ask or talk to me about what you like !!! i struggle with depression,, it often takes away my enjoyment and motivation in most things. i try my best to keep up with hobbies but really i'm actually usually quite boring. sorry
Music	malice mizer, gulu gulu, dadaroma, plastic tree, buck-tick, femme fatale, senketsuakochan, bue, kaya, xaaxaa, kebyo, mamireta, közi madmans esprit, damy, versailles neth priere cain, sick2, dazzlingbad, the gazette, kmfdm, and one, miss construction, shazna, chinoi momone, maretu, kikuo / kikuohana, nashimoto ui, siinamota, dennoko-p, kairikibear, existtrace, tv girl rory in early 20s, deftones, candlemass, mitski, jack stauber, kanetojuusei, the smiths, london after midnight, rob zombie, sisters of mercy molchat doma stomack book, mejibray, deadman, rosegarden funeral party, etc i forget many, stuff'll probably (not) be added recommendations are very much welcome.
Movies	litchi hikari club. dead apple. the labyrinth edward scissorhands. sinners. black swan howl's moving castle . . . a few others, i don't remember at the moment, though i don't enjoy movies as much anyway.
Television	bsd. death note. black butler. arcane. salad fingers. squid game. all of us are dead. alice in borderland . adventure time. beastars. gachiakuta. mlp. weak hero . strangers from hell . naruto . etc
Books	warrior cats, litchi hikari club. i would love to read more if only i had any more books. i'd like to buy dostoevsky's some day
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About me:

hello, welcome

click for info (prns page)

minor. i like guys.

work in progress. this looks better on pc

Who I'd like to meet:

i accept almost anyone and i add anyone i find interesting. i don't have a dni, i block & unadd others when i feel the need to.

i am rather socially awkward / anxious, i apologize. i suspect autism and bpd, and though ive researched tons i am not professionally diagnosed & likely never will be. simply putting it here just in case, it often affects my mood and interaction.

i also may or may not be interested in (somewhat) "problematic" things or friends with those who are as well. however, i hardly ever talk about it publicly and i don't typically wish harm upon others without good reason. at heart, i'm very loving and kind i think. if there are any issues you have, i'd appreciate it if that were communicated. i truly don't mean to be a bother to anyone

i read most bulletins and whatnot, the frequency of my commenting and posting may depend. for some it is a preferred method of communication and for others you'll hardly see me on your posts. conversing is often a struggle for me, but i try. i'm very shy and rarely send the first text. but if you wanna chat more don't be scared to im me!!! i love love love getting messages, i try my best and put much effort into replying. my discord is fedyaacake for those who'd like to talk to me outside of spacehey as well

my memory is terrible and, unfortunately, people aren't an exception. it's very easy for me to forget, especially if we don't interact often, i'm sorry. if i end up unadding you by mistake and you'd still like to talk, feel free to just send another request.

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