Em // Spencer

"★/twilight/★ "

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Em // Spencer's Interests

General	☆i need a girl to help me plan my own suicide//you’re that girl nicole//i need you, bad☆
Music	☆ado☆the neighbourhood☆girl in red☆eminem☆tv girl☆mitski☆laufey☆panic! at the disco☆asteria☆maroon 5☆cigarettes after sex☆arctic monkeys☆beach house☆billie eilish☆my chemical romance☆lana del ray☆melanie martinez☆(not a swiftie but exceptions for some taylor swift)☆marina and the diamonds☆falling in reverse☆pierce the vail☆conan gray☆6arely human☆rio romeo☆liana flores☆alina baraz☆arianna☆pathetic☆ayesha erotica☆penelope scott☆chappell roan☆insane clown posse☆
Movies	☆TWILIGHT☆kakegurui☆alice in borderland☆demon slayer☆pretty little liars☆arcane☆13 reasons why☆bridgerton☆princess diaries? idfk i cant think of any good ones rn☆
Television	☆class of 0'9☆
Books	☆the last cherry blossom☆the unwanteds☆hideout☆ballad of songbirds and snakes☆twisted love☆the gay bestfriend☆we were here☆i wanna read caraval and ofc haunting adeline☆the rest of the twisted series☆maple hill series☆shatter me series☆undrowned☆we were liars(-my fav,, portrays the feeling of love so plainly in the best way and is the kind of story only properly perceived by those who can relate)/side note/is it a red flag to decline a book recommendation? or even music recommendations etcetera☆
Heroes	delisional ? am i falling for them ? was it reciprocated or am i delusional ? or is it all just a game of perception ? how individuals are perceived ? society ? we are to live for ourselves without knowing what for.. why ? how can we not know why ? why do we not know how ? delusional ? i fear im down bad☹️

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About me:

hyperfixations:

twilight

penelope scott

drama

perception

sleep

that shit i listed on loop

(on a separate note, anyone else like th smell of gasoline?)chat who said that

Who I'd like to meet:

get out pls

(not ‘who id like to meet’ js a vent)

i remain forced into existence bc if i kms those around me would take credit and guilt for my actions and my being will never be understood. wont ever be. you doubt it. why. you don’t even know me. how do you know. no one ever will. no one does. no one ever has. if i kms its bc of my actions. if i kms its an action of which i choose, that i led myself to choose, no one other. which would never be understood as i stated. whatre u gonna do, ss this as evidence against me ? predictable. yet im choosing not to do a thing about it. now a dedication to someone of whom which asks if this is targeted will be told it was to someone else,

…you’re entitled to your opinions, and i’ll gladly listen. but if you think you can tell me who to be with, you won’t be one of them. i’m beginning to disgust you to such a degree of which exceeds the amount i could disgust those of which you disapprove of. and the best part is you don’t even realize what’s in front of your own fucking face. “oh here’s your daily reminder i love you !” okay. i love you too. idfk why. “oh but you seem upset. are you angry ?” nono its fine. im js going mad, okay ? “oh but i cant ask that !” oh but you can ask if i’ve relapsed ? okay. sorry for talkinf back im sorry. “ohh you can’t be hotter than me !!” you’re that insecure ? should i apologize. im sorry im not that low self-esteemed. “this is what she used to look like !!! can you believe it ???” oh. so this is how you bring up your self esteem? ..ok. im just about worthless atp. “oh, yk its js a joke !”

urfuxkingjokimfright

so i respect your boundaries,anyones

notice any caps or exclamations ? im not upset with anyone,just abused .

and never do they respect my boundaries or me

do they just misinterpret me ?

so no,my being cant be understood .

(thats just how i felt at the time)