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"All the same..."

TX.

Mood: Pissed off.

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General


୨୧ ꒱ Interests ﹙ᵕ ᵕ⠀♡


Human psychology。 philosophy, taxidermy, history, chess。 solving puzzles。 playing cards, writing。 reading。 poetry, collecting vintage items, human injuries。 blood。 gore。 horror, photography, abstract art。 painting。 sculpting, obscure or lost media and plenty of other things I lack the patience to note down.



Spinterests (𓁹⩊𓁹) . .

Classic literature, queer identity。 queer history, the paranormal。 vampires。 zombies。 supernatural creatures in general, Osamu Dazai。 author &&. character, Fyodor Dostoyevsky。 author &&. character, Dead Apple, Magical girl (Genre), The Hunger Games.



Cry Of Fear, Resident Evil, Bloodborne, Helltaker, Your Turn To Die, Gris, TOUCHSTARVED.

Tkmiz. The Promise of Hope, Even If You Slit My Mouth, Smokin' parade, Vampire Kisses, Poison & S_x, Her Pet, A Boy's Scar, Monogatari.

Music


꣑୧   ̮ ̮ Music ? ⠀⠀ᴗᴗ

Siouxsie and the Banshees, Christian Death, Sisters of Mercy, Alien Sex Fiend, Bauhaus, Radiohead, Deftones, Specimen, Clan of Xymox, Joy Division, London After Midnight, Rosetta Stone, Corpus Delicti, Paralysed Age, Mephisto Waltz, Switchblade Symphony, Bloody Dead And Sexy, Fear Cult, Scary B?tches, Dystopia, Haggus, Mortician, Regurgitate, Last Days Of Humanity, Skinless, Incinerated, Torsofuck, Fluids, Putrid Stu, moreru, Birds Fear Death, Dead Butterflies, Black Dresses, Murderdolls, Angelspit, Crywank, Blackmore's Night, Merchant Ships, Metallica, Eve, Mikito P, Kenshi Yonezu, Kanaria, DECO 27, TUYU, Ice Nine Kills, Planning For Burial, Have A Nice Life, Maretu, Giles Corey, my bloody valentine, Deathhawk, Drowse, Black Wing, Malice Mizer, She Wants Revenge, Sprain, Necomanma, Ringo Deathstarr, Mazzy Star, Carissa's Wierd, Tacoma Radar, Elliott Smith, Cocteau Twins, Mismatcher P, Avenade, Codeine, Lebanon Hanover, Barenaked Ladies, Horror Vacui, Altar De Fey, My Chemical Romance, Rosegarden Funeral Party, The Cemetary Girlz, Feeding Fingers, Diva Destruction, Vision Video, Black Angel, Secret Shame, The Upper Classes, Sexual Purity, DECEITS, Last Grasp, Bat Nouveau, Voodoo Church, Haunt Me, Skeletal Family, Fearing, Forever Grey, Lesbian Bed Death, Sanguis et Cinis, Boy Harsher, Double Echo, This Cold Night, Plastique Noir, Pink Turns Blue, Strange Boutique, Tears for the Dying, Every New Dead Ghost, Scarlet's Remains, Earth Calling Angels, Age Of Heaven, Children On Stun, Die Laughing, Selofan, Scarling. The Wake, Tragic Black, 13 Candles, The Plague, Esses, Naughty Zombies, Burning Image, Over, Batboner, 13th Chime, Dystopian Society, Christ vs. Warhol, The Desire, Male Tears, Vandal Moon, The Ink Bats, Mystic Priestess, Slow Danse With the Dead, Brain Eaters, Nox Novacula, Pawns, The Mescaline Babies, Catholic Spit, The Naked And The Dead, The March Violets, Suspiria, Second Still, Harsh Symmetry, Traitrs, Night Sins, Garden of Mary, The Shyness of Strangers, Ssleeping Desiress, Mary, Fields Of The Nephilim, In Death It Ends, House of Harm, Ritual Howls, Graveyardguy, Night Club, Snowblood, Baby Bugs, Gum Disease, Miss Cherry Delight, CreepP, thquib, STYXVII, Ghost and Pals, CALYPSO, Zombie Girl, Amelia Aresenic, Azari, Kairikibear, Sumia, LadyMonsters. PinocchioP, PEPOYO, yugica, Dethtech, h4rtbrkr, izumi is dead, PopKill, Fried By Fluoride, Hard Christ, 1919, Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, Play Dead, S3RL, Love Like Blood, Merciful Nuns, Angels of Liberty, Slipknot, Psychonaut 4, Carnivore, Candlemass, Slayer, Mayhem, Acid Witch, Acid Bath, Repugnant, Carpathian Forest, Bathory, Celtic Frost, Carcass, Morbid Angel, Death, Sepultura, Cannibal Corpse, Lifelover, Moonspell, Forgotten Tomb, Cradle Of Filth, Immortal, Possessed, Crowbar, Darkthrone, Hellhammer, Emperor, Solitude Aeturnus, Hulder Bethlehem, Nattefrost, Atheist, Obituary, Terrorizer, Autopsy, Pestilence, Nocturnus, Bolt Thrower, Entombed, Dismember, Morgoth, Solstice, Disincarnate, Malevolent Creation, Suffocation, Necrophagia, Immolation, Massacre, N2K2, Vader, Asphyx, Morbid, Cancer, MACABRE, Gorefest, Hail Of Bullets, Sadistik Exekution, Nunslaughter, Deicide, Entrails, Grave, Vallenfyre, Witchery, Gruesome, Unleashed, Vital Remains, Vomitory, Jungle Rot, Tormentor, Nifelheim, Marduk, Archgoat, Rotting Christ, Molchat Doma, Novulent, Soulwhirlingsomewhere, Machine Girl, Pastel Ghost, Strawberry Switchblade, Sitcom, Weatherday, Girlfriends, The Garden, LSD and the Search for God, Slowdive, Horse Jumper of Love, Swallow, Fleeting Joys, Should, Pinkshinyultrablast, Sway, Alison's Halo, Airiel, Fawning, Tacoma Radar, The Nightblooms, Clinic Stars, Doused, Loveliescrushing, An April March, Devilish Dear, Love Spirals Downwards, Luster, His Name Is Alive, Isobella, Rocketship, The Damned, Give My Remains to Broadway, Former Ghosts, Bleib Modern, The Mission, Museum, The Merry Thoughts, Urban Heat, The Faces Of Sarah, The Awakening, IKON, Black Tape For A Blue Girl, This Ascension, The Long Losts, topographies, Sleeping Dogs Wake, SRSQ, The Changelings, Faith & Disease, Sins of the Siren, Miranda Sex Garden, Mysteron, The Shroud, Downstairs Left, Disjecta Membra, Ex-Voto, The Preachers of Neverland, Witching Hour, Concrete Blonde, Alone in My Room, deadman, Die So Fluid, Fucking Werewolf Asso, Forest, Sleepwalk, STACY OUTRAGEOUS, X-ray Spex, Anet, past self, Radio Werewolf, Nightsweat, Jesu, horrormovies, hoshie star, luvwillow, Kaneda7, cholorofilm, Provoker, TWIN ION ENGINE, Closed Tear, blood club, Wisteria, Future Nobodies, French Police, Vestron Vulture, SUPERNOVA 1006, VACANT STARES, BRANDENBURG, Manicure, Geometric Vision, Dull Company Myself, Human Tetris, Soviet Soviet, Motorama, I Can Fly, Candy Colors, Prismatic Shapes, Cut City, Death Of Lovers, .Stendal, Dolphant, Funeralz, The Glass Beads, Night Thoughts, Stranger and Lovers, Mannequin, Twin Tribes, Calabrese, Vampire Beach Babes, Enjoy, Aberdeen is Dead, Meth Wax, DEAFDEAFDEAF, Twin Temple, Zombina & The Skeletones, Ashes Fallen, 45 Grave, Then Comes Silence, Darkness, Pray for Sleep, Warm Like Blood, Crone Visions, Miazma, The Beliwether Syndicate, Dark, HOFFEN, Raven Said, Sacred Hearts, Scary Black, Sonsombre, Delphine Coma, My Manifesto, Mekong, Digital Drvgs, Love Under Will, The Seance, Hapax, Kill Shelter, Vandal Moon, She Pleasures Herself, Deus Ex Lumina, Ash Code, Panic Priest, Occults, House of Harm, Leathermouth, Liquid Face, Ex Lover, Half-Way Stiff, Wieże Fabryk, Made In Poland, Schröttersburg, Armia, Kryształ, Siekiera, Social Station, The Sadness, Air Midnight, Movement, The Cold Field, Quarter Life, NLIGHT, Lovers In Minsk, Postlooperish, Terminal Serious, Grey Gallows, Lost System, Perpetual Midnight, Happy Phantom, Blind Dreams, Paradise Cove, Deathtrippers, Glasszone, Forthcoming Fire, Slower Avenue, Death Comes Crawling, True Body, Devoted Sinners, Temple, Markus Midnight, Nympf, Press Gang Metropol, Orgreave, U.S. Grave, The Hall Of Souls, No Statues, Cold Comfort, My Own Burial, Loyal Nothing, Doust, Broken Limbs, Kult, Republika, Cabaret Grey, ALLES, Arc Gotic, AeroplaneGhost, Date At Midnight, Animal Rojo, Mechanimal, Boxes of blow, Twice Dark, Who Saw Her Die?, Yakutian Cult, Fortune Kit, Closed Mouth, MOLT, Chrome, Second Divine, Doric, Spiritual Bats, Into the Dawn, Matiajka, Static Palm, The Condos, don't get lemon, past self. LIVINROOM, XEROX, Funeral Date, Between Minds, Byronic Sex & Exile, The Objects.

Forever a Work In Progress...

Movies


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Labyrinth, Saw, Fight Club, Girl Interrupted, Edward Scissorhands, Corpse Bride, Lisa Frankenstein, Princes et Princesses, Origins: Spirits of the Past, Pearl, Descendants.
I don't watch many.

Television


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Lucifer, Black Mirror, 1899, Dark, The Blacklist, Our Flag Means Death, Hannibal, Good Omens, Bungo Stray Dogs, Toilet Bound Hanako Kun, Death Note, Serial Experiments Lain, Watamote, Black Butler, Mieruko Chan, Welcome to the NHK, Madoka Magica, Soul Eater, Hazbin &&. Helluva, Ramshackle, Blood+, K (project), Deadman wonderland, Platinum end, Re:Zero, Kakegurui, Call of the Night, My Dress-Up Darling, Hyouka, Seraph of the End, Magical Girl Raising Project, Shiki, Sayonara, Bludgeoning Angel Dokuro-chan, Zetsubou-Sensei, Deranged Detective, Black Rock Shooter, Jujutsu Kaisen, Squid Girl, Wonderful Pretty Cure!, Tropical-Rouge! Pretty Cure, Re:mind.

Books


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Not counting manga, I've never kept track. My sincerest apologies. I do read quite a lot, though, specifically Fyodor Dostoyevsky and Dazai Osamu.
One Thousand and One Nights ♡ Dead Apple ♡

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About me:



Xeno Dos 𓏵 Fyodor𓂂 
He &&. She. No neutrals. GNC Cis.
Autistic. Gothic teenage boy. Religious ..



Inconsistently active. It comes in bursts, depending on nothing in particular.
Fyodor &&. Midori ID. Usually irrelevant, but note it in case related topics come up.
Six years strong on a Dazai Osamu fixation.

I speak bluntly and with a cold tone to most everyone, it won't always mean I dislike you.
I like to use petnames on occasion, as well, don't misinterpret me; It's a matter of familiarity rather than intimacy.

Trans inclusionary radfem.
As such, politics matter quite a bit to me. I'll ramble if they're mentioned.
CannabisPolyamorousAnarcho-CommunistAnti Nazi



I dress Victorian Goth, listen primarily to Gothic Rock (Though, Goth in general), and dabble in Emo music as well. I can appreciate many genres, but my preferences lie there.

Do be warned: I am extremely busy, I have no time to deal with freaks. If you begin acting weirdly (Most especially sexually,) with me, I will remove you without a word. I do reply to IMs but I am not quick to as my attention is typically fixated on other things. If you would like more assured responses, you may add me on Discord: Fyoexe.


Who I'd like to meet:

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◠◠   NIKOVAN . .

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I'm bored. Covers you in Slobber.

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◠◠   NIKOVAN . .

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Jumps back into your profile and hands you 10 bottles of cherry wine. ^0^!

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Waow. Enjoy five of these being bashed directly over your head, and Thank You for the rest.

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Ouch! At least I can drink some of the wine falling from my head..

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Knock knock.

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Am I supposed to say who's there.. ah.. Who's there.

by ◠◠   NIKOVAN . .; ; Report

No. You aren't. I was checking to see if your head is hollow, and I have confirmed that it is. Shoo.

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Augh. Throws glass cups on your head and runs away.

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Callous

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This looks so cool?!

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Thank You. ^.^

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❛❛  𝑴orute ᵒʳ 𝑪herish  。.

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poke poke

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◠◠   NIKOVAN . .

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I realized,, What does the symbol mean... (The symbol next on the right to the Polyamory one)

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Is stalking my page one of your hobbies?
Anarcho-Communism.

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I stalk everyone's profiles.... These creatures have such amazing and tasty layouts..

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Also Thanks for the uhh.. answer.. (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

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How convincing. I thought you to be too empty-headed. You're Welcome for the "Uhh," answer.

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(≖‿≖).

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(⁠눈⁠‸⁠눈⁠)

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Xaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxax.

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Jajajajajajajajajajaja.

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Flick.

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Ow.. What was that for. 3:< ... FlickFlick..

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It's deserved, no? Don't answer. Yes it is. Flick. I'm going to punt you.

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.... What did I do to deserve this torture...

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Nothing! Let us embrace with no knives.

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Okay.. Let's embrace with no knifes.. I hope.. 3:

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Hug. =3

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Hugs back.. How.. uhm nice.. this is.. (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

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I lied, there was a knife. This is nice for me, yes!

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WAHH !!! This is not nice for me.. anymore.. I will eat your hair till you are bald!

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Can you manage that on your deathbed?

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... Yes. I think... :>

by ◠◠   NIKOVAN . .; ; Report

How. You'd not be able to flex your jaw, to chew.

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Well I am different... :3

by ◠◠   NIKOVAN . .; ; Report

Yea. I'd remove your jaw.

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Eugh... What in the world!?? Before I even die.. I will make sure you get dipped into lava... Hehehehe..

by ◠◠   NIKOVAN . .; ; Report

I'll just be more muddled of a corpse than I already am, it does not bother me.

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What if.. I surround you with.. tall people.. :3

by ◠◠   NIKOVAN . .; ; Report

Most likely, I'd bash all of their knees in with a blunt object.

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Oh lord.. ALSO!!! What took you so long... Bonk!

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I was hospitalized. Hands off, freak. Hit.

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Ow.. Are you okay though.. (I will break your arm.)

by ◠◠   NIKOVAN . .; ; Report

Maybe so. (No you won't. Weakling.)

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That is good to hear. That you are.... "Maybe" okay.. Have some cherry wine.. (don't call me a weaklijgm.. I will pour chcocilate on ypur hair.r. and you will be a tadty treat forr m,ee.))

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Thank You for the wine? (Your threats amuse me. I could fling you.)

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You're welcome.. (Don't fling me...)

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❛❛  𝑴orute ᵒʳ 𝑪herish  。.

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If you've had a dazai fixation forc6 years, you like dazai since you were 7-8

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Yes. Actually I'm unsure of the exact month I stumbled upon him. I don't have the best memory! I should put a date to that.

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so you knew what bsd was before you learned your darn times tables

by ❛❛  𝑴orute ᵒʳ 𝑪herish  。.; ; Report

I Knew my times tables by then.

by ✿◡ ◡) Fyodor; ; Report

you were in first or second grade howd you learn those in 2nd hrade

by ❛❛  𝑴orute ᵒʳ 𝑪herish  。.; ; Report

My mother.

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Ei ♱

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You seem really interesting + i love the way you've designed your profile

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Thank You... Very Much appreciated.

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IZZAK

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Your profile makes me feel so fancy I love it

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Why Thank You. („ᵕᴗᵕ„)

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◠◠   NIKOVAN . .

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Happy a week or whatever late birthday…..

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I'm going to kill you.

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Go ahead. I really need that right neow............. School is slowly killing me..

by ◠◠   NIKOVAN . .; ; Report

I suddenly don't want to anymore. Be on your merry way.

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Yay and.. nay...

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Bird in the cage (KOYLA!)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

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Thank You, Koyla. ^.^

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(≧∇≦)ノ

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(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

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yui ♡

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your so cool!!! ur profile is literally eye candy(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

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Candy? Haha, what kind of candy are we talking about here? Thank You, though. =)

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𝕰𝖉𝖊𝖓𝖘 𝕲𝖗𝖆𝖛𝖊

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Ur so cool

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Flattering! You are as well.

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◠◠   NIKOVAN . .

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Really love the nice Luxurious Red theme. It reminds me of Cherries.

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My thanks. I think cherry wine is fitting.

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It is more fitting.

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Puppy >//<

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ur profile looks sooo cool!! im so happy that ya added me! ^^

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Of Course. Thank You for the compliment. :)

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suddenly, kittens!

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hii :3 nice to meet you!

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Greetings! I am delighted to meet you, as well.

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IMP . . . 

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fankyew for accepting… your profile is gorejus & your music taste is TOP tier ..

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Thank You for sending a request. ^.^ I am flattered!

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whoami

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thank you for adding me back! ur profile is so gorgeous. i hope u have a wonderful daaaayyyyyy

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No Problem. Your words are well appreciated! I surely will, though midnight is approaching already. ♪(^^*)

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sleep is for the weak what are you doing

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How does one have a lovely day at midnight? I was having a lovely night! I sleep in the mornings.

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♪(^∇^*) LESLIE !! 🍀🌈

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HAIII TY FOR ACCEPTING MY REQ!!!! your layout is sooo pretty to look at :3

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Of Course, and Thank You. I will hold your compliment dear!

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YAY YWW!!!

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꒰🦴◞ 。bri⠀.ᐟ

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yur profile looks so sick !!

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As does your own. It's appreciated, Thank You.

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♪— Cory 🎸☆

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your profile is GORGEOUS!!

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Thank You. ♡

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