dinah

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"I only write when I'm falling in love or falling apart."

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Mood: unbothered (I wrote 4 poems about it)

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https://spacehey.com/dinaaally

dinah's Interests

General

rotting // obsessing // photography // loving // pinterest // writing // journalling // fashion // French // impulse shopping // going to the bookstore even though my bank account is deserted

Music

I said I love the smiths.

Movies

Dead Poets Society // Coraline // 500 Days of Summer

Television

Sex and the City // B99

Books

currently reading: the dragon republic all time favs: the secret history, a little life, the song of achilles, white nights, circe // recent reads: the outsiders, the poppy war, normal people, vicious

Heroes

Dean Withers, lilrotini, Helena Bonham Carter

dinah's Latest Blog Entries [View Blog]

SITUATIONSHIP (view more)

Entry III (view more)

Entry II: Envy (view more)

Entry I (view more)

dinah's Blurbs

About me:

The only thing I've ever truly wanted was to feel alive. Not only to be aware of my heart beating underneath my burning flesh, but to feel as though I exist in any and every non existent shape or form, in my independent vibrant mind, fully capable of building the life I wish for. Like I am more than bones, like am I a validated soul full of ideas and thoughts and emotions. To feel this way has been a very rare instance in my case. Almost as if it knew it's my deepest desire and therefore hid from my reach. For.a long time I tried chasing it down, not realising the silliness of my despair. I was chasing it as if it was a prize and not an experience. The few times I got to experience feeling alive in every way I described, I was quite still. I got tired of chasing and gave up, stood still for a while and looked around me. I hardly ever know I feel alive until the feeling passes and slips away...

Who I'd like to meet:

writers, dead poets, people rotting away, corpses, neil perry, lesbians, living human beings (optional) + anyone who isn't my dumb situationship

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