General

I play stardew valley, This bed we made and Balatro (I’ve never beaten balatro I’m ass at poker) I also like cry of fear, Fatal Frame, Rdr2 tho I never actually get far in those games cause I easily lose interest in media. . . I'm rlly interested in deep sea documentaries, vampire folklore etc. I rlly like graveyards though I've never been to one I fear I’d be too paranoid of german karens talking to me💔. . . I watch Danny Gonzalez, kubzscouts (If you want an idea of what I’m like with people I feel comfortable around watch him trust me), coryxkenshin, Kurtis Conner, Drew Gooden, Nexpo and makeup artists but there's too much 4 me to list. . .I like fnf, fnaf, blair witch project (both the movie & the game), ddlc, and horror movies!! I like doing research on crime cases but usually I have to do that myself since a lot of youtubers/the TCC (true crime community) exploits victims and overall I think the language they use is disgusting. Who the fuck says “unalived” and does their makeup whilst talking about an actual dead person what the fuck is wrong with you😭

Music

I LOVEEE MCR, Radiohead and Deftones!!! Ik that makes me sound like a huge loser BUT I also listen to Car seat headrest (honestly just making it worse rn), she wants revenge, paralysed age, slipknot, korn, ayesha erotica, novembre (go check out their song ‘Nostalgiaplatz’ it’s soooo good and they’re so underrated :( ), limp bizkit, ulver, insane clown posse, crystal castles, SOAD, Jack off jill, nirvana, Nicole Dollenganger, Mercy Necromancy, lalleshwari and uhhh i forgot (also check out those last three. hella underrated. If you like Radiohead’s ‘All I need’ PLEAHEASE go listen to ‘Nymphs finding the head of orpheus’ by Nicole Dollenganger. Actual chills. Beautiful instruments. 11/10 Started crying. Tbf it’s….actually not THAT similar to all I need I js said that cause both songs make me cry and ascend and have beautiful instrumentals….)

Movies

BROKEBACK MOUNTAINNNNN brokeback mountainahwhhhawww 💔😭, Life as a house (The first 30 minutes cs why’d they de-alt-ify him at the end…), Final destination (fav is 3 cs it had the best duos) the craft, Edward scissorhands, dracula, cowboys, uhhh brokeback mountain, mean girls, Sid and nancy, SLC punk!, The lost boys, Natural born killers, Suburbia, Trainspotting, Rock & roll high school, senseless, perfect sisters, posessed, fight club, Pistol, I also really love SAW (any) but those are always such a hard watch because god I have hyper sensitive Mirror neurons :( I physically feel every single injury (SAW II is my fav since it has such little gore-ish content) (SAW III was okay too I just had to clench my teeth for the first like 20 minutes) and Skinamarink omg Skinamarink and the human centipede (first one only cause I like the reason for the movie)

Movies I haven’t watched yet/haven’t finished yet:

Television

breaking bad, better call saul, castlevania, eddsworld, House MD, what we do in the shadows, trying to watch Hannibal too

Books

The Song of Achilles, Dracula, Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the universe, The picture of Dorian gray, They both die at the end, More happy than not, Wer die toten stört, IHNMAIMS, Carmilla and not a lot more i dont rlly read. . . But I’m open to suggestions!! Esp if ur into gay gothic literature and have anything to recommend

Heroes

Lacey’s games, silent hill, MyHouse.WAD (yes the doom mod…absolutely terrifying), cry of fear, Silent hill, puppet combo games (specifically nun massacre, stay out of the house and glass staircase), racheldrawsthis games, Erevos, Postal 2, Petscop (or should this go into TV? iykyk), the underground explorer / Kanoguti, LSD-dream emulator, JFK reloaded, can your pet, mouthwashing

Games I HATE (for good reasons) but I would love to talk about:

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My guitar obvi. Jay (Kubzscouts)!! Ville valo bcs he’s awesome af and Gerard way he is SO beautiful omg. I’d write tragic poetry abt him if I had the skills

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