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General

🎧 I AM OBSESSED WITH MUSIC pixel art, crochet, & anything i can make w my hands 💖 obsessing over my bf (daily, but dw I won't talk ramble about him to you everyday) food. just food. always. tiktok deep dives at 2am bc why not collecting funko pops like they’re rare artifacts soft yarn, soft moods, soft chaos fashion, but mostly outfits that never leave my room I love sea bunnies. no further explanation. making playlists for moods i don’t even understand shopping at thrift stores + finding clothes w a story collecting CDs + old things like haunted little dolls anime like neon genesis evangelion, steins;gate, cowboy bebop, death note, black butler, & tokyo ghoul—aka chaos wrapped in art. Some of the aesthetics I like are Grunge Some aesthetics I like are Cottagecore Scene/Emo Dark Academia Cyberpunk Fairycore Retro Futurism Futiger Aero and Vintage. My biggest pet peeve is being left on seen without a reason.

Music

🎸 Rock / Alternative Rock / Grunge / Nirvana Radiohead The Neighbourhood Julie Doiron Flyleaf Escape the Fate My Chemical Romance (MCR) Bring Me The Horizon Linkin Park Limp Bizkit Evanescence SevenDust Type O Negative Loathe Ghost 🎧 Indie / Dream Pop / Bedroom Pop / Clairo Men I Trust Faye Webster TV Girl Vacations Cigarettes After Sex Wisp Julie Doiron Eyedress Mac DeMarco Tame Impala She Wants Revenge Saint Avangeline 🎤 Hip-Hop / Alt-Rap / Experimental / Tyler, The Creator The Weeknd Odetari Snave Whatsaheart 🎶 Metal / Nu-Metal / Industrial / Slipknot Korn Limp Bizkit SevenDust Loathe Type O Negative 🌑 Goth / Darkwave / Emo / Edgy Pop / Alex G Mitski She Wants Revenge Ayesha Erotica Loveli Lori Evanescence

Movies

🩸Horror/ Hereditary (2018) — psychological, family trauma, cult horror The Witch (2015) — slow-burn, folklore, witchcraft Ginger Snaps (2000) — horror + coming-of-age, sister bond, werewolves Raw (2016) — disturbing, French body horror, dark coming-of-age Audition (1999) — J-horror, unsettling slow-build /Romance / Sad Romance / Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004) — memory, love, heartbreak Blue Valentine (2010) — gritty, raw breakup realism Atonement (2007) — historical tragedy, lost love Call Me By Your Name (2017) — slow, summery, devastating If Beale Street Could Talk (2018) — beautifully shot, quiet love & injustice / Dark Romance / Crimson Peak (2015) — gothic mansion, love + ghosts + betrayal Only Lovers Left Alive (2013) — vampire couple, moody & artsy The Love Witch (2016) — campy, retro, toxic feminine power Thirst (2009) — vampire priest, Korean, tragic & intense The Skin I Live In (2011) — twisted, disturbing, dark love themes / Cyborg / Sci-Fi Romance / Ex Machina (2014) — AI, manipulation, isolation Ghost in the Shell (1995 anime / 2017 live-action) — identity, cyberpunk Her (2013) — man falls for AI, soft & heartbreaking Alita: Battle Angel (2019) — action + cyborg girl with a big heart Blade Runner 2049 (2017) — beautifully sad, synthetic love, loneliness / Sad / Emotional / The Virgin Suicides (1999) — dreamy, tragic, soft pain Grave of the Fireflies (1988) — anime, WWII, sibling bond, soul-crushing The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) — teen trauma, healing Melancholia (2011) — existential dread meets visual poetry Requiem for a Dream (2000) — addiction, downfall, extremely heavy

Television

Derry Girls — hilarious teen chaos in 90s Ireland/ Brooklyn Nine-Nine — light cop comedy, lovable characters/ The Good Place — afterlife weirdness + big feelings/ Superstore — retail workers + lowkey existential humor/ What We Do in the Shadows — vampire roommates being dumb/ Heartstopper — soft, queer, supportive families/ Gilmore Girls — mother/daughter bonding, small town cozy drama/ This Is Us — full of love, generational pain, so many tissues/ Modern Family — funny, chaotic, sometimes super real/ One Day at a Time (2017 reboot) — Latino family, funny + emotional balance/ BoJack Horseman — animated but deep af, depression + identity/ Atypical — coming-of-age, neurodivergence, sweet family moments/ The Leftovers — haunting, slow, beautifully sad/ Skins (UK) — intense teen drama, messy, raw/ Maid — single mom fighting to survive, heavy but powerful

Books

Haunting Adeline by H.D. Carlton/ Twisted Love by Ana Huang/ Corrupt by Penelope Douglas/ The Maddest Obsession by Danielle Lori/ Punk 57 by Penelope Douglas/ Does It Hurt? by H.D. Carlton/ The Sweetest Oblivion by Danielle Lori/ Tender is the Flesh by Agustina Bazterrica/ House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski/ The Troop by Nick Cutter/ My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell/ The Girl Next Door by Jack Ketchum/ Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi/ The Cruel Prince by Holly Black/ These Violent Delights by Chloe Gong/ The Wrath & the Dawn by Renée Ahdieh/ Ruthless People by J.J. McAvoy/ It Ends With Us by Colleen Hoover/ The Love Hypothesis by Ali Hazelwood/ A Thousand Boy Kisses by Tillie Cole/ Archer’s Voice by Mia Sheridan/ Birthday Girl by Penelope Douglas.

Heroes

My Mom 💖 (always my #1 hero, no questions asked) Jesus 🙏 (my ultimate source of strength and love) The people who show up when it matters, even in the smallest ways. Anime protagonists who never give up (like Naruto, Eren Yeager, and Midoriya) Frontline workers, teachers, and healthcare heroes who keep us going. Artists who create the things that help me survive life (music, art, movies, etc.) My friends who support me no matter what. People who stand up for others, even when it’s hard. Anyone who embraces their weirdness and helps others do the same. The ones who remind us that it’s okay to be soft and real.

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