General

I enjoy games and memes and I usually only stick to a very small group of friends. I'm not really that outgoing and I am pretty reserved so don't take it personally if I dont talk at all lol. I'm trying to get back into minimalist bullet journalling so that i can plan my days and try to be a bit more organised. Using an A6 planner really helps as my writing is quite small and I can carry it around with me everywhere! I also like to crochet but my interest dabbles a bit as yarn is super expensive.
After some very horrible experiences in my life, which I don't want to get in to, I am trying to become a generally more happy person as I am sick of being stressed all the time and a depressed* slob. Self help books are great but I have to put in the work and the rat in my brain wants to do nothing but bed-rot... it's hard but I am trying. Meditation definitely helps, it's very easy to do but a lot of people missunderstand it and mistakingly think that it's about trying to relax. In my bullet journal I have a section on each daily page that i use to vent about my feelings or just write about my day. (Unrelated but I have atopic eczema and have to put creams on to minimise rashes, using my bujo really helps me remember to apply it when it flares up.) I have struggled with perfectionism a lot so finding a system that works for me that didnt make me feel self-hatred for simply missing a day. So far i've managed to write 2 weeks in a row and I am very proud of myself for that.

*I use the word depressed loosly here as I haven't been officially diagnosed and the imposter syndrome rat tells me i'm faking it despite me showing a lot of symptoms similar to the disorder. I use that word as I think it is the best that describes my experiences, I may have it, I may not. I will probably never know.

Music

I generally listen to metal/emo music but I wouldn't really consider myself an emo itself.
Sometimes I'm in the mood for: Lofi, Indie rock, Pop, Jap pop, and a bit of DnB. It really depends on my mood.
My favourite artists currently are: Ice Nine Kills, Spiritbox, Motionless In White, Bring me the Horizon, Bad Omens, Audrey Hollow, and more! (⌒▽⌒)

Movies

I'm not really a TV kind of person but a show I have found I love is Good Omens, one of the only ones I've found that bring out a lot of emotion in me which is quite rare lol.
As for movies, my favourites are: Elemental, Teenage Kracken (controversional ik), Wonka (2023)(and all the other ones ofc), and if there are more i've forgotten them.
I'm tryingn to get back into watching anime. I gave up watching MHA because I didnt like it, managed to finish AOT which was really good (the last season was amazing 9.5/10) and will soon be watching Cautious Hero and Hyouka.

Television

I'm obsessed with cats! Moslty because I grew up with a total of 6 in my lifetime, 3 of which have died now unfortunately (RIP) who I still miss, but the other 3 consist of a mother to a ginger single-braincelled boy and a calico girl who doesnt like that much attention. They are so squishy and I love them all so much ＼(≧▽≦)／
I also like rabbits and hamsters but I've never cared for them before. I can tolerate dogs but they can be quite energetic for me and I've found that I never really got on with any doggos i've met or spent time with. Maybe it's just lack of expericence with them idk.

Books

I have a weird love for romance books and fantasy. I'm also trying to get into reading manga and just books in general after a several year hiatus. I currently dont have a favourite book yet as I always tend to start and never finish reading them.
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Heroes

No more paragraphs because i'm only now realising how long this is sorry.( ╥ω╥ )
Pea & Ham Risotto, My dad's buttery pasta, Chicken chow mein w/ egg fried rice, Chicken nuggets (who doesn't) with baked beans and fries, Clotted cream fudge, My homemade rice pudding (also with clotted cream), My sister's brownies, My bfs cajun chicken breast pieces with waffle fries and broccoli. I hate cheese tho ew.

Spotify

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Website

steamcommunity.com/id/Cato210