Alexis XP

General

General interest? If we're talking about what entertains me, I'd say drawing, painting, anything art related, or video games. But if we're talking about what catches my interest I'd say running away, but like not running away from the country or anything, just a small whole day walk, exploring places you've never visited before, or even spraying graffiti over the place, making street art. I'm not much of a instrument player person, so whenever I see someone playing a guitar or drums, they interests me. I have the passion on learning guitar but not the talent unfortunately, so I'm sticking to visual arts.

What interests me as well are cats, I mean if you aren't a cat person you probably wouldn't get it. They're flexible balls of fur who are probably the closest animal to act the same as introverted people. They're soft, cuddly and cute, it's intriguing how they could survive in the wild- I mean, I'm not talking about tigers, cheetahs or some shit, just the home cat in general. You can't lie that you've never wondered how stray cats survive in the streets, they're just balls of fur.

I'm a huge ass big back, I get hungry every hour, but I managed to stay fit. I think it's called fast metabolism? Anyway, I mostly crave my favourite foods, which are savory foods. But mostly it's either french fries, iced coffee, or monster, if not monster mountain dew. The cravings aren't exactly healthy, hell Im even surprised my kidney hasn't given up on me yet XD. 

Cigarettes, the best coping mechanism to use. I first tried cigarettes when I was in 5th grade, and holy hell it felt nice, now I understood why dad loved this shit more than me. After that, I started to steal some sticks and a lighter from my dad and would smoke a little bit whenever I get mad or frustrated. And living with this family? You'd see a fuck ton of smoked cigarettes hidden somewhere. I can't say I'm addicted, I barely smoke every month. I'll just say its my coping mechanism, most people say that I'm too young to smoke, but fuck em, they don't know shit. Most also say that smoking at a young age is an attempt to look "cool" for the older kids or copy what they see in the internet. But I think they're just assholes that won't accept the fact that mental health is everyone regardless of age. Holy shit I'm a complete copy of my dad

prescription pills, percocet, xanax, vicodin, lithium, addy's -- you name it, ill take whatever pill you have as long as itll help me escape this shitty reality.

Music

Movies

Television

literally just series that relate my life or have similar events in my life, my examples are only shameless so far, the series I like are girl from nowhere, Japanese macabre, arcane and metal family in youtube. I'm not much of an anime person, my opinion i genuinely find it annoying when I meet people who are too much of a nerd for anime like, go take a fucking shower future rapist.

Books

Girl in pieces

Heroes

Instagram

@alexis.milkovich

TikTok

@_a.l.3.x.i._

Spotify

Spotify