𝔰𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔰

"...dreaming"

to love is to suffer. to feel desire is to feel pain.

Last active:
1770064459

Mood: currently in excruciating pain, but it's nothing i can't handle

View my: Blog | Forum Topics

Contacting 𝔰𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔰

Add to Friends

Add to Favorites

Send Message

Forward to Friend

Instant Message

Block User

Add to Group

Report User

SpaceHey URL:

https://spacehey.com/7thsol

𝔰𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔰's Interests

[𝕾𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗𝖘] [𝔈𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔩 ℭ𝔞𝔦𝔫]

-- put THIS code where ever your style code is --

General	art. music. poetry. i make all sorts of humanly things, and i am well-versed in artistic expressions of mortal pain. i am both a visual artist and a linguist.
Music	ethel cain. sleep token. cigarettes after sex.
Movies	Monster: Directed by Hirokazu Koreeda
Television	1. Good Omens 2. The Sandman
Books	1. Animal Farm by George Orwell 2. Art of War by Sun Tzu 3. Heaven Official's Blessing by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu
Heroes	...i don't have any.

𝔰𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔰's Latest Blog Entries [View Blog]

His Unsaid Words: Entry 1 (view more)

A GLIMPSE OF WHAT'S TO COME (view more)

a poem for... someone? (view more)

EVERYTHING UNFINISHED 1.0 (view more)

𝔰𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔰's Blurbs

About me:

𝕾𝖆𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖙𝖊, 𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖆𝖊 𝖉𝖊𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖎. I am Kai of the Seven Solaris, many of my peers simply refer to me as "Kai", and you are free to do the same. I am the foreman of the Solaris, perhaps I am Seven Solaris itself, but that is a story to be told in another time. My 18 years of existence has brought me to many paths that I shall share glimpses of to you. If you find my presence interesting, stay for a while and I shall offer you some writings to read that you may even critique. Oh, you want to know more of my identity? It's quite a long narrative to tell, however, let me make it as short as I can. I was born in a far-flung town hidden in the mountains, due to the call of the winds, I am stationed in a cold city filled with bright lights and busy people. In the same city, I currently am studying to earn my degree in linguistics. I suppose that is all for now, I somehow cannot pick good parts of my story to confidently tell. Do come by once in a while and I might rewrite this. Also, I am a she... is it shocking? I 𝖕𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖊 I 𝘪 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺; 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘩, 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴. 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰. 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘮𝘰𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘨𝘳𝘪𝘱? 𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴. 𝘪 𝘢𝘥𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘣𝘦𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴. 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵. 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥. 𝘪 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘳𝘢𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘥. 𝘪 𝘵𝘰𝘰, 𝘢𝘮 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘪 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘤𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺. ___________________________________________________ I 𝖕𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖙𝖜𝖔 I ɪ ᴀʀᴏꜱᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜɪɴᴇ ʙᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜱᴜɴʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴇᴍʙʀᴀᴄɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ꜱᴡᴏʟʟᴇɴ ʙᴏᴅʏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɪ ᴀᴍ ʙᴜʀɪᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴄᴜʀꜱᴇ-ʀɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴀʀᴍꜱ, ᴛʜᴏᴜ ᴄʟᴀᴡꜱ ɢᴇɴᴛʟʏ ꜱᴛᴀʙʙɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ꜱᴋɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ᴘɪᴇʀᴄɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ꜰɪɴɢᴇʀꜱ—ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇᴇ ɢʀᴀᴄᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʀᴇᴅ ᴋɪꜱꜱ ᴇɴɢʀᴀᴠᴇᴅ ꜰᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ. ɪ ʙɪᴅ ᴀᴅɪᴇᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅʏ ꜰᴏᴏᴛꜱᴛᴇᴘꜱ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴄᴀʀᴘᴇᴛ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʙᴇꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜɪꜱᴘᴇʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴀʀ. ᴀꜱ ɪ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴏᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅʏɪɴɢ ʀᴏꜱᴇ ᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʟᴀꜱꜱ ᴄᴀɢᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴘᴇᴛᴀʟ ʜᴀᴅ ꜰᴀʟʟᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴀʀʟ ɢʀᴇʏ ᴀꜱʜ. ᴄᴀʀʀʏɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴡʜɪᴛᴇ ꜱᴜʟʟɪᴇᴅ ᴅʀᴇꜱꜱ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅᴇᴅ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴᴅᴇʟᴀʙʀᴀꜱ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴏ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴘᴇᴡꜱ. ‘ᴛɪꜱ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴠɪʟ ᴡʜᴏ ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴍᴇ, ɪ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴘʀɪᴄᴋʟᴇᴅ—ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ. ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴇꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜᴀᴅᴏᴡ, ɪ ʜᴇᴀʀ ꜰᴀɪɴᴛ ꜱᴏᴜɴᴅꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴀɴ ᴏʀᴄʜᴇꜱᴛʀᴀ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀɪᴍꜱᴏɴ-ᴇʏᴇᴅ ʜᴏᴜɴᴅꜱ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ-ꜱᴏᴀᴋᴇᴅ ᴡɪɴᴅᴏᴡꜱ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠɪʟ ꜱᴘɪʀɪᴛꜱ ʙᴇᴀʀ ᴡɪᴛɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴏᴜʀ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴛᴡɪɴᴇᴅ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ. “ᴀʀᴛ ᴛʜᴏᴜ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ꜱᴜʙʟɪᴍᴇ”, ʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀʀʀɪᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀʟᴛᴀʀ ꜱᴘᴏᴋᴇ. ɪ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ꜰᴇᴀʀ ʜɪᴍ, ᴛʜʏ ʙᴇᴀꜱᴛ ɪꜱ ᴍʏ ᴅɪᴠɪɴᴇ ʙᴇᴛʀᴏᴛʜᴇᴅ. ʜɪꜱ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ. ʜɪꜱ ꜰʟᴇꜱʜ. ʜɪꜱ ꜱᴋɪɴ. ʜɪꜱ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɪꜱ ᴍɪɴᴇ. ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇɴꜱɴᴀʀᴇᴅ ʜɪꜱ ᴍᴏɴꜱᴛʀᴏꜱɪᴛʏ. ɪɴ ʜɪꜱ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ɪꜱ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʜᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴜʀʏ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ.

🩶