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General

Love. I am so interested in love. If I could major in college about love, if I could study it and find out everything about it like the chemical imbalances in your brain when you're in love or how much a person does for someone they love or just overall what it does to the brain when you're in love, I'd do it. And if anyone were to ask why, I would tell them about how much I've put myself through to just be loved. I have met the devil himself, shook his hand, stayed with him for a while to watch everything burn, and then was thrown in the fire.

Music

Oh, God. I don't know if I can even put everything I listen to here. I like everything. Rock, Metal, HEAVY metal, sad girl music, shoegaze, rap, indie, folk, you get it. (Yes, even country). But my favorite band in the world is Alice In Chains. Layne Staley was a legend. His voice was hauntingly beautiful and one of a kind. Nutshell is my favorite song. Basic, I know. But believe me when I say that every song by them is embroidered into my soul. No locals over here!! But I can't describe how Nutshell is a masterpiece in the music world. It's genuinely the most beautiful song I have ever heard in my entire 16 years of living. This song encapsulates a feeling of pain that every human has felt, yet can't describe. If we are ANYWHERE that's public or social and they play Nutshell, take me home because I'm either about to smoke everyone out or bawl my eyes out while singing along to the lyrics.

Movies

The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The White Olelander, The Notebook, every Evil Bong movie, Hereditary, Coraline, Monster House, Corpse Bride, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Outsiders, the Twilight Saga, THIRTEEN, The Outsiders, and The Conjuring Trilogy.

Television

Daria, MTV Downtown, Bojack Horseman, Shameless, Full House (don't judge me its nostalgic), Criminal Minds, all of the original Nickelodeon shows (ICarly, Victorious, Drake and Josh, Sam and Cat, Zoey 101). South Park, Smiling friends, and Veggietales when I'm high. There's probably some more I can't think of.

Books

I don't read as much as I used to when I was a little girl, but my favorite book will always be Diamond Willow by Helen Frost. It tells the story of a 12 year old girl named Willow who's greatest joy is guiding a dog sled down the snowy paths of her native, Alaska. It seems like an innocent and sweet story, but in bold print, Willow speaks her twisted mind. IT IS SO GOOD I wish I could recommend every person in the world to read it. And the best part is, the text is in little Diamond shapes instead of boring left-to-right print!!!

Heroes

My cousin Jordan, my dad, my grandma, my boyfriend, Carlee, my grandpa and my brother; for they have all encouraged me to stay alive even if I thought my greatest peace in that moment would be to take my final breath. Especially my grandpa. When he died, he planted a little bit of himself beneath my skin. My grandpa will always be in my heart, blood and soul; therefore I cannot kill what is left of him.